Another Teenage Dreamer

pls let me intyo this account its me I SWEARRRRR

Bruh how’d I get into this and why was I like that at 13

It's late and I have a lot on my mind. Sorry for the song quotes.

"Been there once, been there twice. The third I didn't choose. Guess I'm born to lose." The War Against Ourselves - Joel Faviere

"I feel as if we're as close as strangers..." ~ Close As Strangers 5SOS

I'm sorry but if you don't think teenagers don't know a thing about pain, or hardships....Take a long walk off a short pier. 
          
          You don't know what I've been through. You don't know what regrets eat me alive. You don't know whats on my mind late at night. 
          
          And you don't know that for anyone. 
          
          Sorry if I sound like a whiny brat....but I don't care and you can go hump a cactus.

Dear followers and friends, 
          
          If you feel as if you can't move on, I'll fight along side you. Even with my broken armor.

So, with a heavy heart, I wrote you a poem for the hard times. Sadly you're asleep and I'm afraid the words I wrote are not beautiful enough for your precious eyes. 
          
          So, with angry tears I wrote them a poem discussing all your new found fears. Maybe I'll burn it and pretend it was them screaming as the crackling gets louder.

"I'm always okay. I'm the king of okay." - The Eleventh Doctor

Look, I'm upset about Zayn leaving too. I cried myself to sleep last night in fear this was the end of the band. 
          
          But if youre doing #cutforzayn unfollow me. Don't even get near me. Its disgusting how childish this fandom gets everytime the boys do something. Unless you're cutting cake, please shut up and sit in a corner. This crap HURTS the boys and makes the fandom look like idiotic 12 year olds. 
          
          For those of you who aren't, but are still sad. I love you and we'll get through this.
          
          Fandom hug. *hugs* pass it on.