My name, is Zack, but to everyone, i go by Jayson, Tobi, Riley, and Shaddow. im a 19 year old schizophrenic gothic rocker. i lived a life of sorrow, and pain. i hold my friends close, i love my family, though they do annoy me. i suffer from alot of mental issues: schizophrenia, suicidal, severe, and manic depression, histrionic, Military-style PTSD, multiple personality disorder, bipolar, social anxiety, psychotic.  i am misunderstood by many people. 
   as you read my stories, youll learn alot about me, for my stories are related to such things ive gone through, i put my life in my stories, but alter them just a bit. 

each story has some truth in it. but to look deeply, youll find some amazing pieces