Aron

DEUCE WHERE ARE YOU IM VERY WORRIED ABOUT YOU TEXT ME OR SOMETHING 
          
          -R3T

Motivation will come back eventually 

mY iNsIdEs 

Short update is better than no update

So for the longest time I wasn't satisfied with the name Alica Mite (Gone too far) so know I have finally changed it! Their name is now Adina Almas, which is a Latin name meaning noble and delicate (Adina) and soul (Almas) I wanted to pick a more uncommon name that was also Latino and more unisex than feminine (I kinda failed tho) but I'm satisfied now!

God I miss her

365 days
          365 days since I last talked to you
          372 days since I've last seen you in person
          183 nights spent crying over you 
          305 days not knowing when you'll be back
          365 days that I've missed you
          365 days since you left
          365 days since you got help 
          365 days since you went to residential 

I'm having gym for the first time and I don't know what's happening

Too many people, not enough air

So I started high school yesterday... it wasn't as socially awful as I thought it'd be. As for the classes... slightly overwhelming, but only because it's the end of second term. I saw a few faces I hadn't seen for a few years. Some from 2 years ago and others from 5 years ago. I'm not sure if I should try to make friends with them or not since they knew me as a girl named A****** and not a boy named Aron. Also I'm afraid of them thinking I'm disgusting or just confused about who I am. Hell, I'm afraid of anyone thinking that. *sigh* but besides that nothing significant happened. I know I'll be fine.
          
          ~Aron-kunt