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          	· · ─── ꒰ "If you can choose whatever identity you want, then stop judging me because I choose a wolf as my identity." ﹒ꕀ
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          	First things first, Happy Valentine's Day !!!!!!! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
          	
          	Okay so as promised I was going to give everyone an update to how my day was!
          	
          	It wasn't anything grand we didn't go all out or anything. We decided to go to the mall and my boyfriend is the type to not get anything -_- So I actually didn't get him anything because he refused my suggestions or gestures. It's not because what I was saying was bad, it's because he's a saver and wants to hang onto his money like no tmrw. I mean I'm the same way, but I let loose a little on days like Valentine's Day or if I need a "Self-day" where I just go out and buy things for myself that I want to have a small bit of spending joy.
          	
          	But I did get my boyfriend dinner. So it's not like I didn't get him anything I had to fight him saying I wanted to pay for dinner and not him because he was buying everything as it was. He even paid for my gas when I said I would pay for it! -_-

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「 ✦ Good evening! ✦ 」
          
          · · ─── ꒰ "If you can choose whatever identity you want, then stop judging me because I choose a wolf as my identity." ﹒ꕀ
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          First things first, Happy Valentine's Day !!!!!!! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
          
          Okay so as promised I was going to give everyone an update to how my day was!
          
          It wasn't anything grand we didn't go all out or anything. We decided to go to the mall and my boyfriend is the type to not get anything -_- So I actually didn't get him anything because he refused my suggestions or gestures. It's not because what I was saying was bad, it's because he's a saver and wants to hang onto his money like no tmrw. I mean I'm the same way, but I let loose a little on days like Valentine's Day or if I need a "Self-day" where I just go out and buy things for myself that I want to have a small bit of spending joy.
          
          But I did get my boyfriend dinner. So it's not like I didn't get him anything I had to fight him saying I wanted to pay for dinner and not him because he was buying everything as it was. He even paid for my gas when I said I would pay for it! -_-

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          · · ─── ꒰ "My pack is my family." ﹒ꕀ
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          I know that a lot of people are announcing this, but I am joining the band wagon as well...Me and my boyfriend are going to go out tmrw for Valentine's Day ₍₍⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟⁾⁾ and I can't wait !!!!
          
          Last year we got each other gifts that we didn't know what we got each other, but this year is a bit different since I've been living at his house for the last 4 weeks we haven't been able to try and get out nor could we do it very sneakily.
          
          So I came up with an idea. I made the suggestion that both of us go out and whatever we pick out that we want the other has to pay for. Of course within reason and within reasonable amount of stuff.

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@The_Shrouded_Stars Thank you! I will and same to you as well if you celebrate it! :D <333
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@Elouisha Happy Valentine's Day to you as well! <3333
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Delta_command

what does tharenthorlopy or what ever that book is

xTheWritersDenx

@Delta_command Oh alright!
            
            I mean if you're more curious you can look at my books they go more in depth about what therianthropy is. Of course if your interested, if not that is totally fine.
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Delta_command

I was just wondering what the word was but I googled it but thanks
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xTheWritersDenx

@Delta_command Are you sure? I mean I could answer a question about it better than the book.
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xTheWritersDenx

「 ✦ Good evening! ✦ 」
          
          · · ─── ꒰ "I ignore a lot of sh*t because I hate drama, but let me make one thing clear, I FEAR NO MOTHERF*CKER." ﹒ꕀ
          
          ♪₊ ⊹♬˚₊‧ Sings: "I'm a little bit of everything, all rolled into one. I'm a b*tch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother, I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I don't feel ashamed. I'm you're h*ll, I'm your dream, I'm nothing in between. You know you wouldn't want it any other way."♪₊ ⊹♬˚₊‧
          
          This is totally my song right here-
          
          Explains me way too well and it's kinda concerning, lol. 
          
          Also just kinda needed to have a moment. I've been realizing a few things. Things regarding my past and these things I didn't realize until I listened to a reel that had this song in it and I was watching a Youtube video about a conversational figure and something the Youtuber said was a really good point that I needed to think a bit more on and once I did it made a lot of sense about the past and the stuff I was in.
          
          I won't lie it kinda is making me a bit mad that I realized it too late, but the only thing I can do now is heal and move on. I mean I would love to heal. I would love to feel welcomed into this place where I love to write and I kinda hope I might be able to sell or publish some works I'm making right now and not make it big, but make an impact. I just have dreams is what I'm trying to say and honestly it's been very hard to even feel like I can get there because of a few factors in my life that are in the way.

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@xTheWritersDenx Well either way I am glad you enjoy it
            
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「 ✦ Good evening! ✦ 」
          
          · · ─── ꒰ "Stop leaving the part out of the story where you f*cked up." ﹒ꕀ
          
          Okay so sorry I haven't been overly active. I just been a bit busy with things lately.
          
          I have to get ready to go back to work so I've been trying to get that all figured out and ready, then I had a date with my boyfriend last night which was absolutely amazing, I also have things to do tomorrow and possibly Friday all related around work and trying to get me back onto the schedule and then what times work best for me since I have a child now, oh and I have to schedule a doctors appointment at some point as well. There is a lot going on I'm so sorry about that.
          
          But right now I have some free time and I just wanted to talk about a few things.
          
          1 ~ I am not a Warriors fan, I never read the books or anything and know absolutely NOTHING about it. But I love cats so why the heck didn't I-
          
          Don't ask. I was too busy reading ghost dogs, monsters, umm horror, thrillers, and such as a kid I never thought to pick up a book about warrior cats. Even though that is in the realm of something I would read too...
          
          Honestly I think the reason I wasn't reading it is because EVERY SINGLE GIRL in my school was reading the books and I didn't want to be "One of those girl's." 
          
          Anyway, after me and my boyfriend had our dinner we went to Target to walk off the food and dessert that we had. Well I am a kid at heart so of course I wanted to go to the toy section just to see what they had. 
          
          I got Clawdeen Wolf since I am collecting the dolls again. Though I more so am collecting Rainbow High than Monster High because I like the last generation of Monster High than I do this one, but I do like some aspects of the new one's that the old one's didn't have.

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@Kitesongthewarrior Awesome! Someone that loves Monster High! :D
            
            I thought about reading it, but aren't there like a lot of books? Plus I don't even know what the first book is. I see the series in books stores and I'm always like, "This could be book 10 for all I know."
            
            I have no idea if there's 10 book or not, but that's what I think everytime I go to the book store and I see the series there.
            
            And no you're okay! Honestly you should probably get some sleep and let that headache wear off on it's own.
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Kitesongthewarrior

@xTheWritersDenx 
            
            I love monster high dolls
            you should definitely read warriors, its amazing and a bit sad
            coolio !
            sorry for the short reply, my head hurts and im sleepy !
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Anyway, while looking through a whole other different section, I looked up and saw something I haven't seen before. So I took it down and it was a Warriors mystery cat plushie-
            
            As someone who knows nothing about the series, I got it. And I got Firestar and I absolutely love the plushie so freaking much. It's, for one, DECENTLY sized, and two it's not cheap material either. It's put together super well and I love this stuffy so much. I might even share a picture of it if people want to see it and see what it looks like and if you're interested in getting one, Target sells them. There were four to collect and I absolutely didn't have a favorite out of the four you can collect. I was honestly happy to get Firestar I think it's a super cute fierce orange tabby cat. I really do.
            
            Also the other thing I want to address is I'm going to be making a book for all my Therian followers out there. 
            
            You know who you are :D
            
            But I'm going to be making this "How-to" type book because I saw a Instagram reel that would be PERFECT for people who want to build nests. So if your a bird Therian this will work so well for you and you can do it and not make it look questionable either because you can tell your parents it's something else while deep down inside you know the real reason for this "nest-like" bed. 
            
            I'll post other things as well for other therian's and if you would like to give me suggestions to add please drop a list down below. I will do everything I can to research about the topics, I will do my best to try and find ways it can be easy for everyone or majority of people to do, and a bunch of other things. 
            
            So...that's going to be my new project and hyperfixation I have at the moment......
            
            ೯⠀⁺ ᵒᵏᵃʸ...ᵇʸʸʸᵉᵉᵉᵉ !!!
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MWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Hii

MWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

@xTheWritersDenx Ohh ok!
            
            I might start with if I could talk
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@MWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol that's okay! Moe is a outdoors man and paranormal investigator. Mr. Ballen tells true strange dark and mysterious stories 
            
            Also what book do you plan to look at? 
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MWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

@xTheWritersDenx that’s great!!
            
            I have no idea who either of those are, except that the second one sounds like one of my teachers 
            
            That reminds me, I should check out one of your books soon!
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xTheWritersDenx

「 ✦ Good early morning! ✦ 」
          
          · · ─── ꒰ "No one plays the victim better than the one who caused the damage. I said what I said and I don't take it back. Truth sucks doesn't it?" ﹒ꕀ
          
          So lately I've been going down this rabbit hole of things going on. So to start off with I'm a HUGE Michael Jackson fan. Fangirl over him to the moonwalk and back type of fan. You know, you know.
          
          But I've been going down this rabbit hole lately about his songs...
          
          Certain ones that, to this day, still apply.
          
          BUT.
          
          There's a song I CAN'T listen to by him because it makes me CRY.
          
          Actually there's two, I almost forgot one-
          
          These songs are....
          
          Earth Song and You Are Not Alone.
          
          Can't...can't do it. I can't listen to them. I ALWAYS skip them because I will cry. I will LITERALLY break down and cry.
          
          Earth Song I cry because I get so angry to the point I will cry as a last resort to try and calm down. That song is about the Earth d*ing and the human race being absolutely f*cked. Sorry for the bleeped swearing, but it's true.
          
          You Are Not Alone... hurts because I'm a victim to childhood trauma and all my life I felt so goddamn alone and hearing that song shakes me to my very bones and I wish Michael was alive so I could give him a huge a$$ huge and just thank him.
          
          Though there's theories he might be alive, but I'm not sure if he actually is and if he was he would be up there in age... but that's a whole other thing for a whole other time.
          
          Personally...I think he was m*rdered. That's also another story for another day. I would be here all day trying to play detective in his d*ath.
          
          BUT.
          
          Those are the songs I can't listen to without crying.
          
          Though there's one song that makes me feel Bad, hehe I made a pun-
          
          Anyway.......... ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

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Low-key I think my next OC might be Michael Jackson, but I also been VERY hesitant about making it because anything that I do that surrounds him HAS to be perfect...I would probably spend MONTHS making it and pictures?
            
            Toss that out the window I would spend literally ALL DAY trying to pick JUST ONE picture to upload-
            
            Yeah I don't think I'm going to make one... ʷᵃᵗᶜʰ ᵐᵉ ᵗᵘʳⁿ ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ ᵐᵒⁿᵗʰˢ ˡᵃᵗᵉʳ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃ ᵐⁱᶜʰᵃᵉˡ ʲᵃᶜᵏˢᵒⁿ ᵒᶜ ⁱˢ ᵐᵃᵈᵉ..... hehehehehehehehehehehehe
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But yeah if I could have a day with Michael, let's say he was alive today or I was born during the time he was younger I just want to talk to him. I want to ask him questions and laugh, share stories of our lives and just make him feel like a person and treat him as such. That's all he ever wanted. I want him to feel like he's not just some big time celebrity. I want him to think to himself, "Hey she's treating me like a person not a celebrity."
            
            Like my fantasies of Michael is literally me meeting him and talking to him like I knew him for years and he was my high school best friend type level of talking. You know? That's what I picture if I were to meet him or could have met him. 
            
            (Sorry for the long post......) (ᵕ—ᴗ—)
            
            ೯⠀⁺ ᵒᵏᵃʸ...ᵇʸʸʸᵉᵉᵉᵉ !!!
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xTheWritersDenx

The song that makes me feel Bad is "Unbreakable." If you never listen to it HIGHLY recommend listening to it.
            
            Especially towards all the crap I've been through speaks to me. If you know, you know.
            
            Honestly I don't know why I made this post other than I needed to just talk about this because Michael has an eerie way of getting to me that makes me shake and feel... I don't know how to explain it. It's not a bad feeling or anything like that. It's just I really love how Michael's mind worked and I love trying to understand this man on a deeper level. To some degree I have been able to understand him and actually gotten it correct or understand certain parts of the songs he's written and it makes so much sense to me.
            
            Honestly that man is a genius and he was so ahead of his time. That's for damn sure. Michael was not a person. No that man was an Angel in disguise for DAMN sure.
            
            The other reason I get so shaky is HAVE YOU SEEN THAT MAAANNNN! ( ˶o˶˶o˶) !!
            
            He is FIIIIINNNNNNEEEEEE !!!! Though personally as much as I think he's really hot and downright smexy as all get out, I would not ever date him or want to be romantically involved with him. Low-key if I were to meet him I just want to talk to him. Get to know him one-on-one and just be fascinated by him. I also just want him to feel like a person and not something people just want to f*ck let's be honest that's like most of the moonwalker fan base and honestly...it's sick. It's a little twisted in my opinion.
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