「 ✦ Good evening! ✦ 」
· · ─── ꒰ "I ignore a lot of sh*t because I hate drama, but let me make one thing clear, I FEAR NO MOTHERF*CKER." ﹒ꕀ
♪₊ ⊹♬˚₊‧ Sings: "I'm a little bit of everything, all rolled into one. I'm a b*tch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother, I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I don't feel ashamed. I'm you're h*ll, I'm your dream, I'm nothing in between. You know you wouldn't want it any other way."♪₊ ⊹♬˚₊‧
This is totally my song right here-
Explains me way too well and it's kinda concerning, lol.
Also just kinda needed to have a moment. I've been realizing a few things. Things regarding my past and these things I didn't realize until I listened to a reel that had this song in it and I was watching a Youtube video about a conversational figure and something the Youtuber said was a really good point that I needed to think a bit more on and once I did it made a lot of sense about the past and the stuff I was in.
I won't lie it kinda is making me a bit mad that I realized it too late, but the only thing I can do now is heal and move on. I mean I would love to heal. I would love to feel welcomed into this place where I love to write and I kinda hope I might be able to sell or publish some works I'm making right now and not make it big, but make an impact. I just have dreams is what I'm trying to say and honestly it's been very hard to even feel like I can get there because of a few factors in my life that are in the way.