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just a rant, but also kinda scared to say the least T~T
tw: psych ward / overthinking / drinking / psychotic episode
heyyy ummm...
i know probably barely anyone will read this but its fine for now..
umm...
idk if im just clingy or overthinking or whatever but,
i haven't talked to Damien in like 3-4 days ;-; T~T
and usually we talk like.. EVERYDAY
or we at least say night night to each other <33
and he hasn't even said a word. like he didn't even say if he was taking a break or even going to a psych ward or anything like that.
i don't even know if he even likes me anymore im just really worried at this point. :(
i just hope he's safe <3
and having a good time :)
and..
i know he'll probably get a lil mad at me for saying this..
but da last time i talked to him, he was.. drunk..
as in..
SUPER DRUNK-
like on the verge of passing out and being completely shitfaced kinda drunk ya'know?
but he also quietly said he was having a bunch of flashbacks and delusions cuz he was in the middle of a psychotic episode of some sort (we were on a call thru messenger).
and he said he was with an "old friend"??? which i honestly have no clue who that could be, but oh well.
the point is..
i just hope he's okay. okay? :)
even if it means he's happy without me. TwT
i just hope he's in a safe place with good people. <3
having a good time :D
but i still just wanna know for sure cuz its internally killing me with him not talking this long ngl tho :(
so um ye sowwy for da message being so long :(
im just really scared for mah bb <33
i guess bye bye now?
*waves* bye bye
-Elliot (character count: 1613)