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           Hi @xXChemicalSkeletonXx, i want to invite you to this contest, is for limited time link is down ↓

Hey letting everyone know I havent abandoned 2.0!!! I actually took a break to finish up getting my GED (If you remember back in the day I had a lot of health issues) but should continue posting this week <3

I saw MCR last month and now Twenty One Pilots last night.  Tyler and Josh came right by me-
          I can die happy.

I hope some of you guys will join me in the journey of reviving this fanfic account, it means a lot. Once these Frerard stories are rewritten, I plan on possibly going on to rewrite the Human Wreckage series. Then maybe adding a new one to it. I don't know if there's anybody out there who's interested in reading my stuff anymore, but I think these stories that recieved so much love in the past could be made into something so much better <3 The Very Much Alive Frerard oneshot has been rewritten, I just did it on the old story since that one didn't really blow up back in the day. Born To Lose 2.0 has 2 chapters out now and the third is in the process, aiming to be released tomorrow!

Born To Lose 2.0 Chapter one drops tomorrow!

All these years later I come back and everyone is still showing these old stories so much love, even projects I left abandoned. Its been SO long but Human Wreckage is still at the number 6 spot for My chemical romance stories. Thats amazing. I love you guys!

Will you be continuing broken glass?? I’m finishing up when sunlight dies 

I just realized what today was. Earlier I was digging through bags looking for a makeup brush only to find my Linkin Park -fake- plugs that I thought I lost at the hospital. I go online for the first time today, plugs in ears, and the first thing I see reminds me that it's July 20th. Fucking irony. Has it really been a year? It seems like yesterday. It still feels like yesterday. Linkin Park was when I first felt love towards music as my brother played heavy rap and made me hate music; I played In The End on tap tap revolution on repeat when I was like 12-13.  Throughout the years they were always on my playlist for when I was down or angry. When Chester took his life a year ago today it felt like a piece of my childhood died. I obviously did not know him personally, but through his music that has helped me many times, I felt like I did on some level if that makes sense. It's the connection most of us feel towards certain bands. I had my neighbor comment when I was wearing a Linkin Park shirt a few months ago that he was 'always bound to kill himself'. This type of ignorance towards mental illness is part of the problem. Nobody is ever destined to kill themselves, even if we may feel like that most days. It can get better with a support system and overcoming obstacles within yourself. You're loved. You deserve to be happy and living a life you have a passion for. There will be bad days. REALLY bad days. But just breathe, it will pass. Nothing lasts forever. If anyone ever needs someone to talk to, I'm only a message away. 
           Stay Alive Frens |-/ ✊
          RIP Chester Bennington #FuckDepression

Why oh why can't you just fix me?
          When all I wants to feel numb
          But the medication's all done
          Why oh why does god hate me?
          When all I want's to get high
          And forget this so-called life
          -Rx by Theory of a Deadman-

BOOK RECOMMENDATION: Jackaby by William Ritter (31 Chapters that aren't too long). It has an EXTREMELY strong Sherlock vibe to it, but it also combines supernatural elements and old folklore creatures. I only just got it last night and I'm already on chapter 6. Check it out!