ever since COVID I've had no perception of time and holidays no longer have any meaning
and also I'm just getting older in general. Christmas has lost it's allure, thanksgivings are pretty much listening to the adults talk while I sit on my phone, I'm technically "too old" to go trick or treating (but I'm going anyway), I don't do Easter egg hunts anymore, fourth of July is a capitalist scam celebrating systematic oppression and exploitation, new year's eve is boring, I'm not in a relationship so valentine's day serves no purpose, st Patrick's day was never fun in general, and all the other holidays are military holidays. I'm at the age where I can't do kid things, but I can't do adult things like get absurdly drunk, so holidays are literally more like chores.