
xXCrystal-AftonXx
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I'm overwhelmingly tired. I don't think I'm making it to my 16th birthday. I am tired of being deceived and left behind, Ive been suppressing again. I don't know why I forgive them, why do I still care? Why can't I let go? My best friend of 6 fucking year destroyed what little stability I had and now I'm spiralling again. I just want stability and the ability to curl up and cry for weeks, to let go of the pain that's haunted me for so long.