Rebecca LeAnn

I've got nothing to lose, so I'm not afraid to get down.

should I bleach my hair blonde or dye it really dark brown

Be my very own constellation

I loved you in the same way there's a chapel in a hospital. One foot in your bedroom, and one foot out the door. Sometimes we take chances, sometimes we take pills. I could write it better than you ever felt it.

learning sign language, because its badass and im deaf in one ear so it could help

You know what I would like to be doing right? Downing bottles, or at least taking a few drags. It's perfectly acceptable for the situation. This was what I was talking about when I said an old soul in a young body, guys, because the need for something I can get fucking addicted to is unbearable and I let that out through chewing my nails and I can't even do that all I can picture in my future is curling up, taking swigs, and painting a shitty picture with oils.

I'm sorry my conscious called in sick again.

I'm gonna just, go, watch Supernatural, and pretend my life never happened.

I officially lost my voice. Screw this torn esophagus shit, man.

It's been a long week.
          Or life.