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Im so proud of myself... i was really productive and got like 2 assignments done bc i really struggle with procrastinating 

i have two assignments + a school performance for my drama class to practice but i have 9 dramas i havent watched + i need to finish watching zb1 stuff soo yk priorities 

In the middle of watching The Uncanny Counter S2 and so far my thoughts for this are complicated cause i expected more but like its ok ig 

i'm literally gonna cry.... i found out that oli london's birthday is one day from my birthday

hey this is random but i put a shit ton of soap in my eye and now i can't see in one of my eyes temporally, its been like 3 hours i wanna die and my eye stings like hell.... 
          anyways stan ATEEZ and SEVENTEEN
          (lol i'm actually ded serious )

R.I.P Moonbin -a beautiful soul went to the stars- ️✨
          i'm so sorry i couldn't say this earlier... 
          i found out about this news the first day it came out while i was at school and watching youtube and it shocked me....
          "is it a joke" "this isn't funny..." these were all my thoughts as i saw this but then i searched up the news and it was true...
          Moonbin, although i wasn't a strong fan of the group this still shakes my heart to the core and you were my bias... i loved your smile and how your eyes look so happy, i loved your beautiful personality, i loved how funny you were, i loved how bubbly and bright you were to your members, i loved how you were trying so hard to be close with your sister, i loved you so much....
          Moonbin, i'm sorry i didn't know you were struggling so much, you always looked so happy but i guess this isn't the reality for most idols anyway. I hope you are happy wherever you are and I hope that your friends, fellow members of Astro, and family members especially Sua are getting through this devasting time okay and i'm sorry it took this long to acknowledge but i also needed a bit of time to process this information and think of a proper response and message.