When you wake up every morning, with everything starting off fine and dandy. Then something happens during the day to ruin it completely. The blame somehow gets pushed on you, and when you try to explain your side no one really listens. Then like every other day you come to realise-
NO ONE is on YOUR side. When you remember this fact once again you ball your eyes out, with no one by your side to comfort you.You think unreasonable thoughts, wanting to do "that thing" to end all your pain.
But you can't....
Because you're to afraid to do it yourself. You once again wait for someone else to do it. But no one comes. So you go back to acting like nothing happened, that everything is and will be ok. Trying to cling to the remaining pieces.
The hollowness and pain you feel grows. The fake smiles and laughter increases, and you start losing yourself. Slowly giving up on e v e r y t h i n g: hopes, dreams, ambitions, yourself, and people.
This repeats every day, week, month, and year. All while you try to strive for some reason, some meaning to make yourself a whole person again.
I wonder how this story will end?