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wowie- it’s almost four in the morning and I logged back into this account for the first time in a while :’ 
          	Really brings back a lot of memories ^^ majority being positive 
          	I really miss the old times on this account—

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And that brings me to now. As soon as I create my new account, I will post it on here. 
          If you wish to talk to me privately, please PM me. 
          Most OC’s will be returning but some may be given to a close friend of mine, @AntiisocialBoi_ 
          OC’s that have been given to them will be posted on the message board of the new account. They currently have an OC book where they will be putting the OC’s. @m-minty may also snatch an OC if she wishes to. Some of my warrior cat OC’s will be up for taking. A separate book will be made for that. 
          I trust everyone enough to give away some of my OC’s. I’m not giving away a few of my old ones mostly because they are absolutely terrible. But if you really want them, they will be in the adopting book. 
          If you are currently in one of my minigame books and want to rejoin it, reply to this announcement and state the book you want a spot in. Titles with a ‘•’ are not allowed to get reserved spots. Right when a book is made, no more reservations will be able to be made for that specific book. 
          
          - Books That Are Returning -
          Clan Village
          Q&A•
          Guess That Warrior Cat Emoji•
          DawnClan’s Era (may be adjusted also might be deleted if I decide it is too much work. Only four people will be allowed to make reservations.)
          A Flicker In The Dark (same as DawnClan’s Era. No max reservations.)
          OC Book• 

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@xXsereniclillyXx You can make a reservation if you want ^^
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The third reason is similar to the first one. Stress. Wattpad was extremely stressful. No doubt about it. I felt so much stress from everything I have to do on here that I just... gave up. I know I could’ve just take my time and do things at my own pace, but I wanted to be like those extremely active and consistent people that will get things done and updated quickly. Well I realized I couldn’t do that, of course. I knew I had a clan village to run, games to update, books to write, and roleplays to respond to. But I never do, do I? It’s an endless cycle of procrastination. Literally. One moment I’ll be telling myself ‘Alright. Today you’ll spend your time replying to clan villages. It’s the weekend so you can do this quickly.’ then the next thing I know... ‘I’ll get it done tomorrow. And I’ll reply to the clans later.’ Procrastination at it’s finest-
          I was so inactive in everything, I don’t even know how in the world I could bring myself to create more books. Hell, I even had this survival village thing going on that I never even made the commands for. Everything was set up except for the commands and village formatting. 
          
          These are the three main reasons. The most important ones.
          I apologize if I wrote too much. I tend to do that a lot when I’m writing what I’m thinking. It kinda comes naturally, honestly. I rant a lot.

-deerhaven

I think I might understand a bit. I left (forgot when I left) because I was making so many mistakes and stressing myself out over friends and arguing. I did some things I’m not proud of and I was bitter and too focused on aesthetics and followers. Now I want to write or play Warriors games and not constantly check notifications. Glad your back now! I was really missing you for a time.
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@xXsereniclillyXx Yep! I’m going to try to not stress myself out too much :3
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@xXsereniclillyXx I’m glad to be back too. You’re one of the people I really miss the most :’)
            I’m going to not push myself to the absolute max, but I’m definitely going to try to be hardworking and active ^^
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Now. This is kind of a serious reason. Or a bittersweet reason. Whichever works best, I guess. When I left wattpad, that was when I was going through a breakup. 12:15 AM was the time I broke down after reading the text. It was probably about an hour or two after did I manage to actually stop crying enough to be able to breathe clearly. And that was most likely when I posted the announcement announcing I am leaving wattpad. That was a pretty hard time not gonna lie. You might be confused as to why I would leave wattpad over a breakup. I knew I wouldn’t be able to handle everything on here. Of course I wouldn’t. And I didn’t want to be somewhere where my ex might be able to see my crap. Not that she would be interested, anyway. During that time, I deleted wattpad and most things that remind me of my ex. Some things I still keep on my phone. Why? Because I didn’t have the strength to delete them. And I still don’t. But it’s fine, I’m over it now :’)

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Well, first reason. School. Wattpad had taken over my life. Literally. It got to the point where I was on it 24/7. Morning, in class, during break, during lunch, after school...and all the way to when I’m sleeping. This is mostly from last year. That..was the worst year ever probably. Last year, my grades were failing so bad. And the reason? Well mostly what caused it- wattpad. It had taken over my life. For god’s sake, it got to the point where I had to be given an extra class for studying and such just because my grades were horrendous. Although I’m quite grateful for that, since I no longer need to go to concerts (They switched out my elective, advanced orchestra, for study center). So in a way, my bad grades were k i n d a helpful. Last year was horrible. Yeah I know that now. Which is why I’m doing much better this year. They also blocked wattpad so that means I can’t go on there at school. No more distractions... m o s t l y. I still use scratch- but only for tycoons. Those don’t need 24/7 maintenance. Just gotta buy the things and let the money grow while I go on throughout my day in class. Study center provides me time for playing some other project types since I don’t really study. I never needed to. And homework I can do before school. So there’s that.

xXTranquilSnowXx

Hey everyone. It’s been a while, huh? Well- technically it’s only been like, a month or two. But it still felt like such a long time. 
          I’m just here to say, I’m sorry for leaving. And I’m sorry for not being able to handle all of this. 
          
          I’ve decided I will be returning to wattpad.
          Some books will return while others...will be deleted. It’s gonna be a stressful day today but I’ll hopefully get it done and set up before tomorrow. There’s school still and everything. 
          
          During the time I’ve been away, I’ve focused on school the most. My grades are great- and my life is pretty stable. My love life is nonexistent but that’s for the best. Definitely for the best. 
          
          I know I didn’t explain why I left back then. But now I’m ready to tell you the reasons why. After giving it some thought, I realized it was selfish of me to keep the reason from you guys. You deserve to know.