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High dive into frozen waves
          Where the past comes back to life
          Fight fear for the selfish pain
          And it's worth it every time
          Hold still right before we crash
          'Cause we both know how this ends
          Our clock ticks till it breaks your glass
          And I drown in you again
          'Cause you are the piece of me
          I wish I didn't need
          Chasing relentlessly
          Still fight and I don't know why

@A_Katt uwu np

@A_Katt  I had to leave for a bit. Everything was too stressful for me and I was thinking way too hard about Nick ( my ex ) and it was breaking me so I left. But I'm back now

wanting to die...
          because I know no one cares...
          staring at the chat boxes...
          Knowing you're probably not there...
          Why did I have to hurt them both...?
          Why did I have to be online...?
          Why didn't I overdose yesterday
          When there was enough weed to do so...?
          Why did we have to meet?
          Why did we have to speak...?
          Why did we have to fall in love...?
          When we knew it wouldn't work out...?
          I try to forget...
          With the weed under my bed...
          But I can't...
          Only when I stop to think about it...
          I drive the knife blade across my wrist...

@A_Katt thank you!!!! <33

Heya

@A_Katt You deserved it!!!!