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Before he could continue doing who-knows-what, Emily makes her way down the stairs. She was quiet and distracted that it was shocking. I peek at Steven and he seems as awestruck as I am. Seeing an opportunity, I bolt to the door.
          
          
          
          The cold December air brushes my cheek as I step outside our porch. I look back to see if the son-of-a-bitch followed me. Thank the heavens he didn't. For the first time today, I smiled. Finally, I get be away from my own personal hell towards him.
          
          My own personal heaven.
          
          
          
          I DON'T KNOW how long it has been since I've arrived in our meeting place, the old and huge old oak tree behind the school building.

As if he read my mind, he continues," Stop lying you stupid whore. I know you're just looking for an excuse to screw around with that fucking boyfriend of yours."
          
          
          
          I inhale deeply to calm myself down before I kill the douchebag standing before me. "You don't give a shit about what I do with my life Steven. Now get out of my way so that I can go "screw" with my boyfriend," I say to him but instead the pedophile smirks and steps closer. His eyes were filled with malice as he eyes my body up and down. I have to admit. I have the overwhelming desire to throw up but I kept it in. Instead, I lift my eyebrow to show him that I am not afraid. 
          
          
          
          My actions seem to challenge him and I knew it is a stupid, stupid, move on my part. Steven loved challenges. He loved the challenge of breaking me every chance he's got. Before I knew it, he catches my arms and pulls me towards him. Damn it! I try to get out of his grasp but it was useless. I've wriggled, squirmed but his grimy hands are still holding me. Hot tears threatening to erupt were forming against my eyelids. Fuck! Steven may be a grimy, disgusting old pedophile but he was still a man. A very revolting man. Next, I try to scream but he covers my mouth and on of his hands starts caressing my body. He started caressing my arms, my thighs, and... and... 
          
          
          
          I clenched my fists so hard that they began to hurt as the tears finally set themselves free. 
          
          "Don't worry. I'll make you feel real good." With that he kisses me. His slimy tongue forcing its way inside my mouth. Once more, Grey. Try again.... For him. The thought of him gave me renewed vigor. I tried struggling against his hold on me again. His hold tightened but I didn't give up. I forced the remaining energy inside me to empower me and yanked myself away from him.

The sudden sound of a car revving up fazes her and she stops to listen. I take this as my cue and escape from my deranged mother. I escape and run towards to the front door. I am now running towards freedom. I was five steps away from it too before Steven, the-ever-so-great-pot-bellied-grade-a-asshole that replaced my no good father, showed up.
          
          "And where are you going, you little bitch?" he asks, his tone is leering and it sends Goosebumps across my body.
          
          The bad ones mind you. Not the good ones.
          
          I stop and face him." My name's not bitch and I'm going to school." I pause. "To study."
          
          "You're going to school to study?" he says incredulously then laughs as if there was something funny with what I said. I glare at him.
          
          What the hell was he implying? What else was I suppose to do at school?

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          "Life is a beautiful journey, full of joy and pain,
          
          You never know when it will end, don't let the moment pass in vain,
          
          In the whole ruckus of life, nothing had I gained,
          
          I just wanted freedom, no more did I wanted to be chained."
          
          -Mehek Bassi, Chained: Can you escape fate?
          
          CHAPTER ONE.
          
          Caged Bird.
          
          HAVE ANY of you ever wanted to switch lives with someone? Well, I do. I think about it everyday. I think about how it would feel every single day. Why? Well-
          
          "GREY!," my poor excuse for a mother shouts and I can already tell what's gonna happen.
          
          First, she will barge inside my room....
          
          She barges in.
          
          Check.
          
          She'll accuse me of stealing her cocaine through asking that seemingly harmless question...
          
          "Where's my stash, Grey?" she asks in a sickeningly sweet manner.
          
          Finally, she'll go apeshit when I say that I don't know where her fucking drugs are...
          
          "I don't know," I reply to her, trying to delay the unavoidable but it's no use. I can already feel her staring. No. Glaring at me.
          
          "YOU LIAR!" she shouts hysterically and suddenly grabs my hair before I could even react. I wince at the pain but remain quiet. "I KNOW YOU HAVE IT! GIVE IT TO ME!"
          
          "Emily-"
          
          She pulls even harder this time and bashes my face against the wall.
          
          "GIVE. IT. TO. ME!," she shrieks as she keeps on bashing my face until I began to see red spots. Great. Now, I have to show up at the crappy school with a bloody bruise on my face.