Rayne

About the story I'm working on, I am also looking for a beta reader, so if you wish to be my beta reader, pls message me on discord. My discord is rayney_cloud

Currently working on a new story. It may be a little niche cuz I don't see much when it pertains to one of the fandoms in it. I'm making an xMale Reader story where the reader is loosely based on one of my favorite characters. It is currently up to 554 words on the first chapter. I started actually writing yesterday, so I think it's going pretty well. I'm aiming to have the first chapter out by at the latest Halloween.

Next week in Saturday I will be turning 19. I've been dreading it as once I turn 19 I lose my insurance completely and the therapist I have only takes Medicaid and because of the state I'm in not everything that is done to Medicaid is something that happens for me idk if I'll be able to keep going to my therapist 

I don't post here much anymore. This is a mostly abandoned account. So here is a bunch of things going on in my life rn. 
          I've been working my ass off to get the last credit I need to graduate.
          I've finally gotten in with a therapist. 
          I feel like I've lost all of my friends. 
          I'm being forced to move soon after graduation.
          I have been thinking of if anyone would miss me if I were to not wake up ever again.
          My life has gone to shit but I have to pretend it didn't. 

After waiting a month for results from a blood test I did a month ago, I got the results today. I have PCOS and am now on a new medication because I'm very insulin resistant 

To those of you who are my friend on discord but never check discord:
          I'm sorry but I've left all servers. I'm tired of feeling like no one cares anymore. I've hit a new low with my mental health. If you need me just DM me.

Today is my 18th birthday! 

So it turns out that Lydia is actually a male cat so his name is now Beetlejuice. I only found out he is male because we took him to the vet because he has an upper respiratory infection and the vet walked into the waiting room and said "So Lydia is definitely a boy". I then had his name changed in their system and he is now legally Beetlejuice (Insert My Last Name). 

I love going through phases where I'm super into this thing and then in a month or two I completely forget about it's existence. A video of Gardening With Argos popped up while I was doom scrolling and then I went and binged all of The World Of Mr. Plant that is out. 

I got a cat last week. Her name is Lydia. I named her after Lydia Deetz from Beetlejuice because she's my favorite character from both the movie and the musical.