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hewwo  what book do you want me to work on? 

My moms so annoying shes like "right to the ipad?" Like she not on her fucking phone :/

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          I hate how my mom is with physical touch :| She loves it, which is fine, but she forces it on me. I always expresses clear discomfort with it, but she never stops. She just mad and says stuff like "why dont you love me" Like i can express love without needing to be touchy. Really the only people id snuggle and hug are my sisters ( most likely because i have a better connection with them. too bad their 1:30-2:00 hours away now ) And i try to push her back always, but she like never complys. When i hit her "too hard" ( just let me go then :/ ) shes like "how could you hit your own mother?!" and does like a quick hit to me for payback or smth i assume. Like just.. stop. Throughout my whole life, ive hated physical touch. Which now that i think of it, probably because of my mom forcing me to cuddle her :| And its not specifically her, which she must think :\ as i stated before, I'll only cuddle and hug my sisters. Anyone else is like a no. I just hate physical touch , probably because of my mom :/ 

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          I have no idea if my friends talk behind my back. Like im so annoying and attention-seeking :x Occasionaly they talk behind peoples back, but thats only because their bad, right? Im not sure.. sometimes im not quite sure if i agree with them, but thats just because i dont know.. i think.. y'know.. im being selfish right now. "Venting" when my problems absolutely are pitiful. 

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          why is everyone else so much better at art than me :| then they claim for it to be bad, which just makes me feel even worse :/ like i finally get sorta happy with my art ability, then i feel 100% times worse because everybody is just so much better. i just want to be good at it and be happy with it but i just cant when theres videos with people showing off great art, then saying that its bad art/style/skill from when they were just an amateur or whatever. i fucking hate it. can't i just be happy with my hobby :\ it just makes my self esteem and skills feel absolutely horrible. why cant i just fucking have a good time. i absolutely hate it :(

When your hungry but theres nothing you want so you fill yourself up with coca cola and lots lots lots of ice:

guys pwease check out my art book 

New chapter in meh book RANTS 

Omg i hate life. I was playing kaiji with a 29 STREAK!!!! SOMEONE INVITED ME 1V1 TO THE GARDEN, WAS GOING THERE AND INTERNET DISCONNECTED!!! FUCK! I HATE EVERYTHING!!!! 

can anyone else just feel whether its a weekend or school day? Like my mother just woke me up and i was like. It doesnt reallt feel like a school day.. but k. i checked the time, saw the date, and i am so happy. saturdays are the best day of the week. and a kitty is with me in bed :3