Myukyaa

Finally deleted this fucking cringe book 
          Now idk what to do in here honestly. I started writing kinda poetic (?) stuff about feelings and thinking about posting it so maybe I'll give it a try since I don't feel like writing anything else now.

Please help, why are people still reading my cringy book xDD
          Also started working on the other idea I was talking about and I guess this one will take pretty long because of the style I wanna write it in *sobs* 

Me: Maybe I should finally touch this book and write because it's been pretty long...
          
          Also me: *gets new TartaLi ANGSTY idea* Bye lol ✌️

Also idk but I've been thinking about changing their relationship in ZhongChi book. I mean it would be like still pretty rough since even canon says that Zhongli is cold-hearted but I'm not sure how I wanna do this. Have to gather my thoughts together I guess.

I feel like I want to write again now but... then I suddenly feel cringe to myself and I'm just like "Oh hell no man, I'm not doing that."
          And then I end up doing literally nothing, I feel bad about it, but I sleep to 16 anyway xDDD
          You have to use the last days of your vacation, right?
          
          

I casually wamted to check wattpad and it asked me about my email, i mean if it's the current one. B*tch I can't even tell what I did 5 minutes ago, why would you ask me this.

Not me fighting and urge to shut the fuck up after I wrote to my friend +377393 messages, and now I got something related with Childe x Bennett in my mind and I can't shut up in my head, please Chennett is so cute AAAAAAA

I SWEAR OMG all these tips for adhd, I mean some of them are helpful honestly but this one with making notes and sticking cards with something written on it. Everything fine, but I'm such a fucking dumbass that forgets that he did notes and that was also the problem in school. Since teachers are always like "Yeah write it down so you won't forget about homework". After I closed my notebook, it was over, I was done, It never even existed for me, because it wasn't in my sight. It's such a pain, help me, I won't be able to work like normal people do in the future xDDD

Lol ok, fu*k myself anyway. I forgot to save pages in google and opera. Now I have to search one really good fanfic, because I have to read last chapter ಥ‿ಥ

I almost shitted my pants. I wanted to factory reset the phone so I saved everything to my computer. But after I did it I thought to myself "Wait, I did not save ZhongChi".
          I was literally dying while waiting for my phone and cloud files to get ready.
          Thank God my phone saved all documents on wps, worst moments of my life, I swear.