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So my tablet was taken away and I'm grounded so NO updates for a while :( Bye everyone.

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TBW- mention of su1s1de, @buse and poor mental health.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I was in an Uber to go home from the airport when the driver admitted one of my parents were talking about disaplining children. They both said children now a days have it easy because everything is given to them.
          
          Since when?
          
          For the whole time I've been on this earth people my age and younger are becoming more and more commonly abused. 
          
          Via:
          
          Neglect 
          Abused (emotional, physical, mental)
          Manipulation/Grooming 
          S/A or S/H
          Undiagnosed neurological disorders (ASD, ADHD, SAD, PTSD ect)
          Sh1t mental health (depression, anxiety, paranoid schizophrenia)
          Su1s1de attempts or thoughts 
          
          And more, this is primarily why teens don't trust adults because they assume we're being dramatic or don't actually have anything.
          
          Just because you can't see the scar doesn't mean it was never there.

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NEWS! - this seems really unfair as I am new to writing but I will be going on a break for a bit. This is simply to re-focus my mind set and character ideas. as well as having a private and personal life to juggle I don't want to post half baked chapters that lack development and emotion. As well as that analysing things like algorithm and what is best to write is confusing for a new publisher. this is also causing a lack of motivation due to barely anyone interacting despite reading my book as it's like I'm talking to myself without a real audience. Hopefully when I return I will be motived to develop the lore properly. - Xhosa

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ok so i know i am inconsistent with updating chapters (neurodivergent suspect) so to resolve that i will focus on my mini series "For the love of you" and switch between the short stories as a way to keep posting content without getting drained mentally :>

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Dysphoric Glitch- Heaven Calls is currently under going drafting, hopefully it will be released on the estimated date! (this does mean posting new chapters of the Silver crest arc will be delayed as working on two books takes time as well as proof reading and editing)