x_Yoru_x

Happy new year, my nightbutterflies<3
          	I hope this year will be the best for everyone

P1LLS-AND-M3D1CAT10N

@x_Yoru_x Ich bin ein bisschen spät, Entschuldigung. Frohes Neues, Yoru <3 (bin Chi)
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Smile_Dino

@ x_Yoru_x   <3 Schlaf genug <3
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x_Yoru_x

Happy new year, my nightbutterflies<3
          I hope this year will be the best for everyone

P1LLS-AND-M3D1CAT10N

@x_Yoru_x Ich bin ein bisschen spät, Entschuldigung. Frohes Neues, Yoru <3 (bin Chi)
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Smile_Dino

@ x_Yoru_x   <3 Schlaf genug <3
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x_Yoru_x

I'm sorry I'm not posting anything. I don't feel well. I feel like throwing up because I feel so shitty. My whole week wasn't great..Not today either. Someone called me ugly, my family argued with me, I had a school event and was panicking because I was standing in front of a lot of people.. my father and mother are just yelling and telling me I'm a disappointment and they're gaslighting me and always saying I'm the bad person... And then they wonder why I'm not doing great. I'm sorry if I'm a disappointment

Lyssinala

Awww just know that you have many people who care about you here.
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n0thing___imp0rtant

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@x_Yoru_x that sounds horrible
            i'm so sorry
            but pkease remember, you deserve all love and all good things on this fucking planet and we all love you <3
            they do not have the right to call you a dissappointment, not with how amazing you are and what's that person's problem to call you ugly?!
            hopefully you'll feel better soon 
            love you <3
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rays_ramen_noodles3

@x_Yoru_x what the- bro I'm sorry :(( 
            first, get well soon and please remember YOU DESERVE LOVE AND WE LOVE YOU!! second, I'm completely sure u aren't ugly >:( and I'll kick their asses!! 
            third, you aren't a disappointment please don't think about you like that oml you're gorgeous okay?? don't stress urself and please don't take it serious what they're saying.. hug ❤️ 
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Lyssinala

Hii. Ich wollte nur sagen das in dem OC Buch die Zeichnungen suuuuper schön ist. Hab sie gerade alle angeschaut.

Lyssinala

Immer gerne sweetie. Komplimente sind meine Spezialität
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x_Yoru_x

@Lyssinala danke, das hat meinen Tag verbessert ^^<3
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x_Yoru_x

I'm sorry if I'm not here. I can't take everything anymore. I'm scared and I don't know what to do

TheNumBer1_MiUsImp

@ x_Yoru_x  Oh no! Text me Yoru-channnnnn! (if you feel so down, please,talk to meeee)❤️
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-angel-of-hell-

@x_Yoru_x oh god, I'm so sorry. I'll hope it'll get better soon <3
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zinnamonroll_

@x_Yoru_x  I am so sorry! It's absolutely not okay what your mother does, and if it gets worse, you should talk to someone. Your grades are not relevant, i mean, yes, school is important, but that's not a reason to throw things at you.
            I hope that it'll get better and if you want to talk I'm here ❤️
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x_Yoru_x

Yahho, my nightbutterflies 
          I know I said weeks before, I think, that I wanted to change my pfp and covers. But I don't really have the time. And I'm currently on it, but I don't know what I should do because I kinda want to make it like that it fits together (colors, fonts, more...) but at the same time I want to do different things. I want to be myself with that and such, but I don't really know who I am anymore. It's frustrating. And that's the point where my brain goes off... I'm trying to do it. But I sometimes don't know how and when. I'm trying to stay as active as possible

x_Yoru_x

I'm trying to organize everything, but it doesn't go well right now
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x_Yoru_x

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Damn, life hates me so much. Everything is going downhill again - or maybe it was like that the whole time. Everything is just shitty. Today I told my mother I had nightmares and couldn't really sleep well for a few weeks. Her reaction, no shit, was: "So it's not my problem if you're so lazy. And I'll take away your phone and everything else if you don't change anything. And if the house burns, it's not my problem if you can't call anyone" Yes, she's always like that. And when I do something wrong, she's pissed for DAYS and I 'don't have the right to be pissed' if she does something because 'she's my mother'. I literally told her today I'm panicking because of everything and then she says that. She yelled at me, screamed at me, insulted me. But 'she's only doing that because she loves me'. But I can't tell her how I feel about everything and that I'm sad, panicked, whatever- I know she won't believe me. And I know she won't believe me if I say I can't change that I'm an extreme introvert. She will just yell at me. And at the moment I (and a few others) suspect that I either have some form of autism or social anxiety. I just know that if I tell her she just won't believe me and won't do anything until I need a doctor or therapist again.. and I'm scared. I guess I'm really unlucky in life but I only want someone to listen to me

n0thing___imp0rtant

@x_Yoru_x i'm very sorry for you, hopefully it'll all get better soon
            although we haven't really talked, you can always talk to me if you want to
            i hope you feel better by now <3
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HellHase

@x_Yoru_x  I am so sorry for you and I hope that your live will become better
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x_Yoru_x

I'm scared
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x_Yoru_x

Taking attendance, haha! Which of my nightbutterflies is here right now?
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          Anwesenheitskontrolle, haha! Welcher meiner Nachtschmetterlinge ist gerade hier?

x_Yoru_x

@MuffelnderMuffin haha, das ist kein Problem ^^
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MuffelnderMuffin

@ x_Yoru_x  hab mich verspätet XD
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x_Yoru_x

@MidnightSymphonie Yup, es zählt noch :>> 
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