Hi readers, this is edaliah / xaedalilah.
I already published all the chapters of SIEGE. I apologize in advance for all the grammatical errors since I haven't edited anything yet. I'm trying, but I can't find the right time to do it. I believe the story is still understandable, but the lines are not written well. Why? Because I made this around eight (8) years ago. Why did I unpublish it (4) four years ago? Because of a hurtful comment from my other story that made me want to drop this small happiness I'm perceiving myself when I'm writing and making stories. I have anxiety about publishing stories again because of that... and got a little depressed that it felt like writing is not for me. But I realize it's not that what other people say but what you actually feel when you enjoy what you're doing (I hope I made sense in this phrase lol).
I have other stories from way back years ago, and I don't think I'll publish the rest because they are still unfinished, and I don't think I will continue writing those since I'm leaning toward the kind of style I'm writing now. I just published SIEGE again because I'm proud to have made this years ago when I was still a noob in writing. That story made me pursue more writings. Another thing is probably if I get old, I would like to read these stories I made when I'm young. This is just sort of something I want to do while I'm still existing.