Xan

Hey, bet nobody was expecting to see me here today
          
          I’ve reactivated my account, restored my old username and republished Never Really Gone, and because my 5th anniversary on Wattpad was only 16 days ago maybe I can pass this off as an anniversary thing ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
          
          In all honesty though, I didn’t really see myself coming back here anytime soon. I’m 18 now (Jesus Christ) and I was only 13 when I started this account, so it’s kind of hard to look back on some of my older stuff here. I’ve reposted NRG, but I genuinely don’t think I have it in me to bring back some of the others just yet. It’s kind of uncomfortable having this account exist as an archive of some of the weirdest years of my life, and I’m honestly not that proud of 90% of what I wrote on here, but I’ve come to understand that what I made when I was 13 actually meant something to a lot of people, so I’ve decided not to keep it archived.
          
          I’m not going to write here anymore, my MCYT interest has long since gone and I honestly forgot what the endings to all of my unfinished fics were meant to be. If I can dig up my old Google Docs, maybe I’ll repost the unfinished fics with a final chapter explaining how the story was going to end.
          
          One thing that hasn’t changed in 5 years is the character limit on these fuckass posts, so I’m gonna have to wrap it up here, but in short I really appreciate the love that you guys had for my stupid fanfictions, and the least I can do is keep them here even if I hate them.
          
          It’s nice posting here again
          
          - Xan

I sincerely apologise to everyone who is about to get 80+ notifications

Temporarily unpublished the rest of my fics for personal reasons, they are not deleted and I will publish them again eventually, I just need some time

@xan_is_inactive of course! Don't expect anything amazing, I'm only 13, but in my free hours (not in school and/or doing after school activities French Horn, reading to kids, etc) and I will post the comic in a book of mine on Wattpad. After/if you repost it again, cause can't really make it into a comic with the words and such  but ty so much for letting me make your amazing story into a comic! I'll credit it all to you apart from the art! 

One question... where's Different Worlds (REWRITE)? I've reread it so many times and want to make it into a comic (if that's ok with you) but um... did you delete it, or move it?

Hey
          
          It’s been a hot minute, hasn’t it?
          
          Normally I like to start these posts of with some kind of funny statement or joke, but unfortunately that’s not the case this time around. And that’s because, as much as I hate to say it, I’m going to leave this account.
          
          No, I’m not joking this time. I’ve been thinking about this for a very long time, and for my sake, I think it’s best that I finally leave. I was only twelve when I started this account to share my silly little stories with you all, but I’m seventeen now, and in all honesty, I’ve simply outgrown this phase of my life and I think it’s best for my own mental health if I distance myself from this account.
          
          I’d like to clarify that I’m not deleting the account. I know how much my shitty little stories (Never Really Gone in particular, as much as I hate it) mean a lot to so many people, and so I’m going to keep some of them up, but I’m going to stop posting on this account from now on.
          
          I’ve met so many wonderful people through Wattpad (you know who you are) and I’m so incredibly grateful to have shared my writing with you all. For 4 years this account brought me so much joy and comfort, and that will always mean the world to me.
          
          I feel like it’s worth mentioning that I’m not disappearing entirely. I’m still very active on twitter (my username is @/starlit_voids, sorry for the shameless self plug) and semi-active on AO3. I don’t intend on quitting writing or the Hermitcraft fandom any time soon, it’s just that this account is very reflective of my younger self in a way that I’m not comfortable with.
          
          So I guess what I’m trying to say is thank you. Thank you for your kind words, for making me laugh, and for getting me through some of the worst times of my life. I could keep writing forever about all the things I’m grateful for, but the character limit is getting alarmingly short and I think I might cry if I keep going.
          
          So, for the last time, thank you all for reading
          
          - Xan

MARTYN READ MY FIC ON STREAM (again) AAAAAA

If you watch Martyn’s stream right about now, you may or may not see a certain someone ;

HEY EVERYONE GO CHECK OUT THIS COOL THING THAT I WAS A PART OF :D
          
          https://traffic-zine.itch.io/traffic-zine-5th-edition
          
          (The link is safe, don’t worry <3)

I can’t believe I missed Legacies’ first anniversary yesterday! I’m so proud of this book and I’m really excited to continue it, thank you all for the support and love over the last year <3