long time no chat. it is currently 1 am and thoughts of this account lingered through my mind. honestly, I haven't been on it in ages and I'm sorry. I've read just about every message and its pretty known what's happened. I think its fair that you all get an explanation. I've been trying to avoid this because I know I'm going to get immense hate but here we go. I deleted the stories because I truly felt uninspired, uninterested. I know Carter was a self made character portage as Austin but just nothing clicked in my head when I attempted writing. I've found that over time I've grown apart with Austin. nothing personal, I of course support him and all still but it's not the same anymore. I feel that I've grown a lot in the past few years and I've realized this isn't for me. I was around 15 when I started this and soon I'll be turning 18, graduating, and going off to college. i need to take this next step in my life and i felt that it was right to delete the content, though I had so much fun writing it at the time, now growing up I'm not so proud of it. it was an amazing experience and it will always amaze me how many people grew fond of the character and wanted more. I thank all of you. please respect my decision and don't leave me hate. if you want to talk or have a question just inbox me. thank you for the memories. I love you guys.