btw I'm turning 19 today lol. I've unfortunately been ill all day but the main thing getting to me is that I'm really scared of the future. the past and present are terrifying enough but I honestly don't have a fking clue what I'm doing with my life, like at all haha anyone share the same thoughts and feelings? :') or is it just me?
also, I wanted to thank all the lovely ppl who have been commenting and voting on my stories. I've been slow on updates but I promise I'm still working hard on every single one of my books. thanks to you guys, I still haven't given up. if there's anything I want to do with my life, it's this. I'm healing right now, from spending a very long time not knowing who I am and being very afraid of the world. updates will probably continue to be a bit sparse for awhile, but I'm finishing these books one way or another. if not for you lovely, amazing people, then for myself <33 I can just hope that someone out there will still be reading when the time comes that I finally complete a damn book lmao thank you all again, seriously. you have no idea what your support means to me.
~ bw ♡