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so i heard ur girlfriend broke up with u, melancholy. and i truly hope u are okay.
          idk martin never told me if u are sad or maybe happy, i really don't know. but maybe, u miss her. she probably misses u. who wouldn't miss u honesty. u should text her, maybe call her, say u are sorry. she should do the same. now, idk what has been going on between u two, but a small sorry is always helpful. shit. it sucks, i know but u are a big and tough boy, you'll get through it. i know u will. wish we could be friends so u could tell me how u really feel and maybe, just maybe, i would be able to help you. to say you will be okay, everything will be okay and maybe to hold you for a brief second. u'll be find, melancholy. u have been through so much shit, you'll get through this one too. u'll find a girl much much more better than her, so much better. and she'll love u, appreciate u and not leave u.
          
          if i could, I'd still get u the moon. i
          think i still love u, melancholy. shit, im sorry.

im too scared.
          too scared to lose you.
          too scares of you ignoring me.
          of you being annoying to you.
          
          
          i don't want to hear it.
          don't wanna hear how happy she is.
          don't wanna hear that i'm without you.
          don't wanna hear that you don't love me.
          
          
          i love you.
          jesus christ, i fucking love.
          i miss you so much. i really do.
          please believe me, dude, i love you.
          
          
          i'm dying.
          i'm alive but i'm dying.
          dying for you, you who doesn't love me.
          dying for you, the you who used to love me.
          
          
          don't forget.
          don't forget the things we used to have.
          don't forget the things we did.
          don't forget me.
          
          
          my heart was yours.
          my heart ached for you.
          my heart beat for you.
          my heart belonged to you.
          
          
          i'm sorry.
          i'm sorry for all the times your heart broke because of me.
          i'm sorry for all the time you waisted on me.
          i'm sorry you never really loved me.
          i'm sorry you had to fall in love with somebody else.
          
          i'm sorry your heart worthlesly broke for such a shitty ass person, like myself.

Please update Let me Go. It's a wonderful book.  I haven't read such a good and powerful book like this in such a long time that I was so happy to have found it and feel so connected to the characters. It also takes my mind off of the family problems I have. I loved how you give all the characters human like speeches and choices. This book made me feel so connected. I felt like I was related to them and I was hearing about it and that I was helping. If you would update it would make me the most happiest person alive. Sincerely Berrybravetiger.

turned 14 and now realized how fucking bad my mother is jesus

i met a superhero.
          i lost her.

i'm getting attached to people who don't even know me nor i know them and i'm getting heartbroken AGAIN.
          i'm impossible, i swear.

rest in piece XXX. you will always be in my heart. and all of ours.
           #legendsneverdie

i'm sexually manipulated by my friend and it sucks.

“that's okay, audrey. i'd still hold your hand when you die. even if you're already dead. i'll hold it. i promise.”

“but happiness is a hard path to follow.”