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♡ sugar's love spam♡
          Can you just imagine this with me?! In front of your eyes is a vast space filled with big old trees and the sunshine is getting filtered through the rustling leaves and it creates beautiful dancing patterns of shadows everywhere around you. The sun is above your head in the sky but the trees hover over yourself in this warm afternoon and this mixture of green and yellow in the nature is something so majestic that you quite literally can't take your eyes off, yet the soft and serene wind that is blowing past you is making you want to lay yourself down on the lush green patch of grass, close your eyes and let the wind take your worries away as it ruffles your hair and cradles your soul underneath the swaying trees. Doesn't it sound like you're alive all over again?

Hi to anyone who comes here and sees this...I am really sorry and sad that I cannot interact with you and read your books...I hope my situation changes soon 
          Please stay here
           I love you❤️

Happy women's day love 
          I hope you are okay 
          Suddenly I got this feeling that you won't see my msg I don't know why I keep thinking of you ..I keep going to Gmail to see if there is any msg left by you..
          
          I have lost contect with many friends dear but those were my choices.. something in me wants to cling to your return.
          
          Do come back please..give me msg ..tell me you are alright..tell me if you are not alright too. 
          
          Allow me to be present in your life ..I want to be a part of it so much ..I wanna be your friend so much..so again happy women's day to my favourite women here

I got your message. 
          Dear zahra ( I hope i remember your name correctly) . I am aware being a women is really tough ..we have to sacrifice for every little thing..yet I am unaware of the problem you are facing these days .  i want to know ,not because I like to be nosy but because i truly beleive sharing the pain does heal something. 
          
          Meanwhile I want to tell you about my life too ..these year even though weren't so pleasent I am happy that I know someone like you 
          
          in a world of too much connection I feel our connection is somehow genuine.. because somehow I am still here so are you.
          
          Dear friend I am already 22 and I joined college this year ..this is second semester..I feel I am really behind everyone...still I try to make it up for the lost time .
          
          I am trying to somehow manage..to live ..to move .to do everything. 
          
          Life isn't so bad afterall..I still have days where I cry so much that I think this life is truly pitiful..yet one can only hope of the good times ..even though it might be a myth..you have to go on too . 
          
          I laugh with the kids around me and now that I am writing this ..i really want you to be present somewhere in my future ..maybe we'll meet when we are both old ..maybe a mare call would be enough..
          
          I am looking forward to it ..and i beleive it's positive

Hey I saw your msg on notification just now ..it was last Sunday..I am really angry on myself of not checking it any sooner..i can't see it anymore..why is that ..well moving on
          .babe I really worry for you ..and let me tell you it's not superficial worry ..i really wanna know about what's going on ..I hate how there is no private chat feature here anymore..I miss you and i want to connect..I hope you are okey ..and I wish one day we'll be able to connect more

Heyyy remember me??

It's my birthday..you are not here this year ..i kinda miss u

Sugar's love spam *after a long time*
          Yes, I'm positive. Everything's gonna work out in my favour. Why won't it? Say it with a smile on your face. Everything I dream of is within the reach of my hand. Just a little push and I can achieve it all. Because one thing that will always stick with you through thick and thin is, the positive mindset, your belief, your hope. So keep it alive. Keep it breathing. You can do it!! :)

♡ sugar's love spam ♡
          Have you given it a thought? The strongest of hearts might not always be the ones that never break apart, they might just be like yours, and mine, the ones that, even after falling apart, still has the capacity to smile and breathe through the days. The days which feel like they're endless, time ticking away but the sun never rises. The darkness never ends, but you know what makes sense? The ability you get, of turning solemn moments into something more positive day by day. If the days are endless, so are your learning opportunities.

I fucking hate myself