thiswasmaneskin
hello
xenking
-YELENAS
random but ur pfp is cute :)
xenking
im changing my name to king. because i think im sick of krysten and sick of krys and ten is just someone im not ready to explore.. so king. call me king.
xenking
i gave up on the peter fanfic.
it's what im best at.
xenking
working on peter parker fanfic. get your tissues ready.
xenking
you ever feel so alone surrounded by people who claim to care about you, although deep down you know they probably dont and are just tolerating you, because same.
evelinglove
@krystxn omg, it is sad i I feel you though I'm have been with people and it's just like I don't know sometime I feel like I'm by myself even though I'm surrounded by people and I don't know lately I've been wanting to be alone and not around people because I don't know if I can trust people anymore
rlizstfns
@krystxn yeah it is sad to me that people are blinded by what they see on the surface and they don't realize what is really going on. One thing that I think about a lot is the saying "Don't judge a book by its cover" I always wonder how many "covers" people really have. And most people don't take the time to open all the covers per say and they just see what they want to see and feel how they want to feel
xenking
@rlizstfns that makes sense too. and to like, add onto that a little, even if that person cant necessarily give you something physically, i think that maybe how they make you feel around them is giving them something too. like say someone always laughs at your jokes, they make you feel funny and you want them in your life. or say someone always asks you for help, they'll make you feel needed and you'll keep helping them because of that feeling (unless theyre just using you, then it isnt the same). people are weird, cruel, and selfish when it comes down to it. i really feel like our theories are similar in a lot of ways, and its kind of sad that many dont see things this way. because like, either way, youre getting used by someone.
xenking
im gonna try my luck again and post a story. however, this one i will keep up. im sick of my half-ass giving up tendencies. so yeah. cool.
xenking
also, my favorite author on the planet followed me five days ago ahhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!111!!!!!!1!1!1!!1!!1!1!!!
xenking
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do you ever just take a REAAAAAAAAALLY long break from social media because your mental health turned to shit and come back to find beyonce dead and one direction back together and hitler still alive and lil yatchy found the cure for cancer because same.
but in other news, i took a REALLLY long break but im sorta back now so wuts gud
unfortunatelysky
You're so stunning omg