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Well, I'm probably not gonna get anymore sleep tonight so vent post
I'm always fixing everything for everyone around me? A drama I wasn't involved in? I'll get it! In the middle of a breakup between two mutual friends? I guess I have to mend any misunderstandings for them. A friendship breakup another friend went through? I'll get them through it! It doesn't matter what I want or need or feel because I'm so used to lighting myself of FUCKING FIRE TO KEEP EVERYONE ELSE WARM. If I vent about anything beyond school, it kills me because I feel like Im annoying everyone around me. I don't think Ive been able to properly vent in years(?) Because I never let myself. I've minimized everything to a T and I'm tearing myself up over it.
But soon, everything will be back to what it's always been, and I won't feel like this anymore when my brain PULLS ITS SHIT TOGETHER