@xeroizhere
The welcome home hyperfixation is coming back.....
@xeroizhere fair. I love the tall scientist that could kick my ass
@xeroizhere niceeeee
@Wolf-delete nah I gotta get through all the old lore and the new update before I tackle fan content (aside from RF because I always consume content of him anyway)
Rare Affirmation From Walden:
You don't deserve to speak to yourself horribly. You aren't a lack of purpose, nor a waste of space. Everyone has their own purpose, and somebody who makes you think you're worthless is wrong. We all have a worth to our own cause, that may not be valuable to others. Who determines your "value" anyways?
Value is subjective. It's not "you" speaking to "yourself." When is the last time you actually listened to "yourself" instead of attempting to confirm to what others have shaped you into? Even in the silence, being alone, your mind is still trying to conform to the standards of others.
It's not you telling yourself all these bad things. It's the voices of others masked as "your" own. Maybe sometimes, look for your own voice and listen to yourself. The part of you that you haven't embraced in a while. Not the "you" that "you" act as.
@Wolf-delete I think we all deserve somebody that can help us when they're feeling up to it as well. -RF
If I catch ANY of you spoiling the new Spider-Man I will personally find you and visit your house before crossing state lines so that when you call the police and they can't find anything you'll think of yourself as schizophrenic
Alyosha art in the art book
My shoulders are so fucking blistered and I just had to take 3 pain pills and a burn cream you can only get from the hospital I want to cry so bad
Holy shit my body hurts so bad today. I have to wait 1-2 weeks for this to heal? I'm only 2-3 days in and this is torture
Haven't burnt this bad in years. These sunburns got me so fucked up, our body is trembling and we can't even complete basic tasks we normally would be able to except for sitting in bed and forcing ourselves to eat. I'm sick and tired of this. Not only that but sunburns paired with a heightened risk of skin cancer running in our family is delightful. We're doing everything we can to keep it from becoming a blister. - Rody Lamoree
Well, I'm probably not gonna get anymore sleep tonight so vent post
I'm always fixing everything for everyone around me? A drama I wasn't involved in? I'll get it! In the middle of a breakup between two mutual friends? I guess I have to mend any misunderstandings for them. A friendship breakup another friend went through? I'll get them through it! It doesn't matter what I want or need or feel because I'm so used to lighting myself of FUCKING FIRE TO KEEP EVERYONE ELSE WARM. If I vent about anything beyond school, it kills me because I feel like Im annoying everyone around me. I don't think Ive been able to properly vent in years(?) Because I never let myself. I've minimized everything to a T and I'm tearing myself up over it.
But soon, everything will be back to what it's always been, and I won't feel like this anymore when my brain PULLS ITS SHIT TOGETHER
Wow life is horrible again
@xeroizhere you good bro???
@xeroizhere oh shit.
Guys how do we feel about original story OC MLM mafia love interest angst yaoi