Well, I'm back after almost 2 years. For anyone following me you can leave (I ask sincerely and politely)
I guess I decided to quit this world. Ramadhan came to me and I got hidayah. It is a courage to be able to open this application and enter this account. I'm trying hard to fight this. So I want to end all of this, because I think this is all wrong. This account will still exist, but not with everything in it