God found me, I left this life behind me and I won't ever pick this back up again. Give God a chance, he can change your life, you won't have to rely on creating a false reality to make you feel happy, God is everything you need trust me!! I wouldn't tell you this if I didn't care for you. I spent so so so many hours of my life on creating and reading stories where I'm this "better" version of myself. But the sort pleasure and satisfaction I got for daydreaming about me and these characters, it was like an addiction, it wasn't happiness or true joy. But God found me, and now that I have experienced happiness in its truest, purest form, I have to no desire for making ir reading these stories anymore. I'm sorry to anyone who has read my stories, I hope you can forgive me. Jesus Christ is one true God, I fully believe that with my heart! Have a blessed day