xiaosslt

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hOlY sHiT so I have a mAJOR gag reflex and because im dyslexic, i like to shove shit down my through ( ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) kinky  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ) and i looked up how to get rid of it since its annoying. there was this tiktok thing that showed how to get rid of it, and it didnt mention the pharnyx or anything so i thought it was cap, but when i did and and tested, i shoved me finger down my throat. i haven't slept a bit.

taesty_Baby

@TaeterTaete oh-
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xiaosslt

this message may be offensive 
hOlY sHiT so I have a mAJOR gag reflex and because im dyslexic, i like to shove shit down my through ( ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) kinky  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ) and i looked up how to get rid of it since its annoying. there was this tiktok thing that showed how to get rid of it, and it didnt mention the pharnyx or anything so i thought it was cap, but when i did and and tested, i shoved me finger down my throat. i haven't slept a bit.

taesty_Baby

@TaeterTaete oh-
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xiaosslt

Sometimes I wish I could just, disappear. It's not like anyone will miss me, I'm just unwanted in this world. Everyday I tell myself its okay, when in reality, I'm just lying to myself. Nothing is okay. Why is life so hard for me? Nobody wants me here. Everyone will be happy if I just go away, leave this planet without a trace.

taesty_Baby

@TaeterTaete noo, just cause we dont date anymore doesnt mean i dont care about you, i had to fror religious ( i know your not talking about me) bu think about bts
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mypurplrworld678

@TaeterTaete don't say that there will be someone somewhere who never wants you to disappear ^_^
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xiaosslt

Three years ago, I was sent to some mental hospital cause I was suicidal. I thought 6his wouldnt happen, but it did. My younger brother followed my footsteps and is heading there now. I feel like this is all my fault.

mypurplrworld678

@TaeterTaete I've went to a mental hospital too for the same reason but I'm happy that my sisters aren't following my footsteps
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xiaosslt

@minty00n thank you. It breaks me to know that others are going through the same pain as I went through
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CoochieGripperJinnie

@TaeterTaete ahhh don't blame yourself. Everything happens for a reason. I'm getting a therapist since I cut myself and I'm mental and depressed and my mom is thinking about sending me to a mental hospital too. And the thing is, she has been through worse things than me and got depressed but never went to a mental hospital or therapist. She thinks every bad thing she's been through, has been passed down to me and is her fault but it's not. Oofie...what I'm trying to say is that it's not your fault. Everyone has something going on with them. He's not following in ur footsteps. He's fighting through with what he's going through. This advice isn't helpful at all but I tried. I hope it makes you atleast 1% better
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xiaosslt

Ya'll, I feel like I'm gonna cry

CoochieGripperJinnie

@bananamilkskookie oh god....
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
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xiaosslt

@https_taegi simple, i tried to get in her pin
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CoochieGripperJinnie

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@bananamilkskookie wow... What the fuck... A pig!? Like why??
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