xlounatic

I’m not normally one to say something like this, especially not on here for just random people to see but I seriously don’t know what to do and I feel like I can’t talk to anybody about how I’m feeling, even my girlfriend. I actually am starting to think I’m depressed and even my therapist has told me so but I don’t understand what to do about it. I don’t have many friends but the ones I have are the best I could ask for and I still just feel so sad all the time and I don’t know what to do. I don’t even have the energy to do dance anymore and all I want to do is go for walks by myself or just sit in bed. I don’t answer the phone, calls, messages or even watch tiktok much anymore, all I do it listen to music and overthink everything. I’m really sorry that this is super random and not like me but I felt like I just needed to say something to somebody, literally anybody except the people I know irl because they’d look at me differently if I told them I was depressed. Idk I just don’t think I’m motivated to do literally anything rn but I love you all so much thank you to all my amazing girls who have supported me through the months I’ve been on wattpad you’ve seriously changed my perspective on life. again, I’m sorry for putting this on here as it’s not like any of your guyss problems but yeah.

delizion

so lace it does matter, okay we all care so so much about you (at least I know I do and several other people) so don’t you dare think I’d ever judge !! ik this has been draining you out a lot, and it takes over your life but that is not you. Depression doesn’t equal you. I know it doesn’t motivate when I say that it never will go away all of it at least but it will get better and easier to handle. Find your comfort stuff that helps you get back on track, try discipline and it works you to motivation! I love you sm
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xlounatic

@insomniamh @notabomberr @urownwhore @GodlyPosts thank you all like seriously I needed this and I love you gus ty again gorgeous girls!!
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insomniamh

@xlounatic im soso happy you felt you could reach out and share because I know thats so hard ml, I know that the impossible thing is thinking about when it can end but it will end I promise. No pressure to answer texts or anything we all understand but if you do ever feel you need to talk to somebody or vent I am always always always open, you have my snap or message board wtv! You mean the world to me and I hope more than anything you start to pick up soon 
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