MarjanEsmaeelabadi
Hellooooo I'm kinda new here! Let's be friends ✨️
xmaliwrites
xmaliwrites
so i started a new fanfic
this time is w oikawa cause im in love w him bye
xmaliwrites
ok, i have 20 chapters writen to drop at ny moment :')
xmaliwrites
I'm writting a chat fic and it's so weird pls T-T
xmaliwrites
SOOOOO I added a small hizzie oneshot and changed control's cover! it's good to be back :)
lizreader007
Hello, I'm currently reading your The queens Gambit fanfiction, but couldn't help but notice the other fanfuctions you read. there's a vughead one that seems to be in Portuguese but it might be just something my app does sometimes. It translates the brief descriptions but the rest of the fanfic is in another language. So, may I ask, where are you from?
xmaliwrites
hey guys! how are u doing? :)
xmaliwrites
I've been feeling very unmotivated to keep writing. Nowadays, it feels more an obligation than a personal hobby and I don't want that. Writing has always been one of my biggest passions and I refuse to turn that feeling into something different. I'm using this to tell you that I'll delete 'Another Love' in two days and give myself a break in order to fell in love for writing again. I'm already working on that, writing just for fun something that I can't feel here, after 'Control'.
So yea, that's it. I hope you guys are good, and I wish you the best. I love you.
L1nLizzie
@xmaliwrites Hey Luv! I just wanted to say, as a fellow writer who is also feeling the same way about writing. I'll say that you should go and breathe some air, find something that can make your brain relax. Read a book, Laugh to you're favorite T.V. Show etc. Just remember that no one is pressuring you, Relax and eat some pringles. The motivation will eventually come back to you, It takes time and a little magic. ಠ ͜ʖ ಠ
xmaliwrites
im terrible bad at expressing my feelings, sometimes i don’t feel worthy of having the privilege to know that feelings but when i have the courage to embrace what i feel and tell how i feel abt someone, that person shut the door in my face
i truly don’t know what hurts more: being rejected or the person don’t let you say how you feel
i’m kinda sad, tmrrow ill post the next another love’s chapter and maybe disappear for awhile bc i dont like writing while im sad, i tend to make everything darker
see you
soL_gwl
@ xmaliwrites It's okay, I never waist my time for these things. I'm not glad to hear it u know, and I really hope it will get better soon, like you said. If you need to talk, you have people by your side. Wish u the best ❤
xmaliwrites
@soL_gwl Hey, thank you for using your time to write for me! Today i’m feeling ridiculously sad and every time i think about what happened, makes me cry. I wish i never had feelings for this person because it’s not the right time for me ::/ I’m feeling self destructive for having feelings but everything will be okay. Thank you once again, it was really sweet ❤️
soL_gwl
@ xmaliwrites Hey, we don't know each other, but I hope you are okay today. It's not easy, it feels like it's never the great time to deal with feelings. It's complicated, because of the heart. Heart is always confusion. Just the time helps us seeing more clearly.
xmaliwrites
finally got my computer :’)) i can write now \0/