xmidnightsky_
ــــــــــــــــﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ & suddenly i realized why i wasn't moving on. why i didn't want to move on, accepting a future without you & maybe that's something i'm not ready to do yet. ــــــــــــــــﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ Every time I look up at the sky, I think of you. Whether it's raining or the sun is shining, I still remember our words from back then, how we decided to think of each other whenever we looked at the sky. And maybe you thought I had forgotten those words, but I haven't. I'm sorry for what I did to you. I'm sorry that I couldn't give you what you needed and deserved. I'm sorry that I never really managed to tell you and show you how much I love you and how much I need you. Since the day we stopped talking, the day we blocked each other, I haven't been able to stop thinking about you. Every day is torture, and to be honest, I've often thought about ending this torment. I tried to look forward. I tried to live a life without you in it. But I can't. I have to admit that you were the only person who brought a happiness in me that I had never known before. I didn't know how to appreciate that happiness, took everything for granted, and thought that nothing and no one could separate us. But now I know that I'm responsible for your pain and all the things I did to you.
xmidnightsky_
I don't even know if you'll read this, and maybe this will be my last message on this account. But I want you to know that you will forever be in my heart and that, no matter what happened, I will always look up at the sky when I'm feeling down. I catch a glimpse of you as a smile spreads across my lips. I love you, more than my life and more than anything in this world. And even if we never speak again and even if I never get the chance to tell you what you mean to me and how sorry I am for everything, I want you to know that I will be in every little cloud in the sky, looking down at you, and maybe, one day, a cloud will bring a smile to your face. Farewell, my dearest thought, my dearest person, my little perfect cloud.
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