you might feel unwanted, you might feel alone even in a group you might feel left out you might feel tired of struggling, negative thoughts might surround you at times, angry may eat you from within at times you might wanna escape but you may not find a way but don't go hard on yourself take it easy breathe, stay calm I know it is difficult to stay calm but being angry doesn't solve the problem either try to calm yourself down keep yourself free from negativity be with the people who truly love you , adore and know the real you. You don't need improvement you're perfect as you are don't change a single part of you . Be yourself be the real you, don't compare yourself with anyone coz a golden heart and sweet soul can't be compared it's the same in all. Physical appearances change but it's the golden heart that stays and that's what determines you're personality, don't let negative feelings or thoughts engulf you and pollute the purity of your soul. stay happy and be the real you.