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HAPPY BIRTHDAY IM SO SORRY IM LATE!!!! you are literally so amazing and awesome and i could not ask for a better friend! you literally always support me and chat to me all the time! ik ur in a bit of a bad place rn but you will get thru ml! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GORGEOUS GIRLLLLLL ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

12:00 AM JUNE 10 TUESDAY 2025 IT SHALL BE MY BIRTHDAY

i feel so fucked up rn
          
          I was texting my friend and I showed her a screen shot of something and she saw I had one of my boy bsfs pinned and she was telling me to unpin him bc he cheated on this girl (one of our friends - im not as close to her) but I didn't believe that so I was asking where she heard that and she said from her ex and I was confused because the way he (my boy bsf) talked about the girl to me didn't seem like he would ever cheat on her and so I said I'm going to ask him because I actually trust him and my friend was getting mad telling me not to and I explained that I know him better than I do the girl and it would feel awkward having to ask her about it and only wanna hear it from either her or my boy bsf to make sure it's not a lie and she said "you're lwk" and then "nvm" and then she said "bye" and left me on read so l asked her if she was mad and she didn't respond so I sent "?" And waited and she read it and then I sent it again and she said "yes" so now I feel like a shit friend but I don't wanna believe that about jandel so idk what to do
          She's the only one (that ik irl) who knows about my self harm and that I do it bc I feel like a shit friend or person in general so honestly saying "you're lwk" and not finishing it just makes me feel even worse especially when it's coming from the only person who knows abt it
          
          And i just sent her a paragraph explaining  i didn't mean to make her mad and explaining I just wanted to make sure and as I was typing  this she just texted me saying "wtv
          " and I feel so much worse now she’s one of my only friends rn i feel so fucking out of my mind

I feel like a shitty daughter a shitty friend a shitty neice shitty cousin shitty classmate shitty person. 
          I’m a brat
          I don’t deserve shit
          I’m an attention seeker loud mouth fuck ass girl who has no idea what I want to do with myself.
          I want to disappear 
          I want to go home
          I need a friend but they’re all brushing me off and idk if it’s my fault because maybe km being dramatic or they have other shit but idk I just want to feel at home I want to feel okay 

Bro I looked at your bio and the fact that your like a carbon copy of.me is insane

April break ended 

IM GOING TO SEE REVENGE OF THE SITH TODAY IN THEATERS AND ITS MY FAV STAR WARS SINCE I WAS A KIDAAHHH

APRILLLL BREAKKKK FINALLY

I LOOOVE THE NEW THEME ITS SO CUTEEEE

Hi!!!
          I wasn’t sure if you were accepting reading  requests, but I would absolutely love it if you could check out my new book!
          It’s a kotlc/pjo fanfic and I would really appreciate it if you could leave a few votes to help with publicity. THANK YOU!!!
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