These past few days have been incredible. And truth be told i was broken up with like a week ago, he told me that 'he didn't want a girlfriend' and 'wanted to focus on his music career' (like dude we 15), and 'I'm not in a good place and i need to sort my head out'. Yeah well 2 days after the breakup he made out with another girl (who btw was very supportive of mine and his relationship, and then behind my back flirted with him (don't think he flirted back) and the fact i was told this from my best friend (who is dating this dudes cousin) like wtf. And it was halloween like 2 days ago right, well me this dudes cousin (who is also one of my besties), my best friend and my other 2 friends all went out trick or treating (yes i know we grown 5 year olds) and i was told that night that this dude and the girl are now dating. PERFECT. But why should i chase after a boy who I'll forget in 2 years time. or why should i give a damn about someone who doesn't give a dam about me. Do not let anybody mess you about girls, let them chase you, show them who is the fool. Now this isn't the worst breakup i've been through, but it's the fact i thought he was different. My mum wasn't happy about me getting a boyfriend anyways (she's still annoyed about the last one bc he broke my heart that badly i legit needed medication for depression (true fact) so she doesn't want me to be heart broken again. I legit told my mum that I broke up with him so she thought I wasn't as hurt (I was upset for like the first week then i stopped giving a damn). My best friend legit came up to me on a monday morning (at 8am may i add) (I was wearing makeup even tho i knew i was gonna end up crying) and she said "please don't cry or get upset but he's kissed another girl" I legit felt like my whole world was breaking down. aND i even wrote this boy a note and stuff expressing my feelings, only to be kicked in the teeth by him. GIRLS PLEASE DON'T GET HEART BROKEN LIKE ME. Periodt. Rant over! ttyl! love ya'll
