@xoautumnbratxo
Hey, just wanted to check in and see how you're doing. ❤️❤️❤️
@xoautumnbratxo Thanks, I appreciate it!! And I'm glad whatever you've got is running its course!!
@MDjarin17 ugh I am sorry that you’re feeling under the weather too. Thankfully I think whatever this is, is workings its course. I hope you feel better soon as well!
I try to get lost in the creativity of my mind but right now, it's just blank. For the first time in a while I'm just blank.
Just thankful that this week is over... From Monday until today I feel like has been nothing but terrible news after terrible news. I love my career and I always will but some days it really does love to challenge me. Being a Veterinary Technician is what I was definitely born to do. That's what my family tells me, but I can't help but question it when I can't save my loved one's furry friends.
My grandmother deserves the world. She doesn't have much and she'll give you what little she has. Today 1/10/2025 at 2pm I stayed with her while she had to say goodbye to cat. She was an angry little girl but I knew she was hurting when she let me hold her without even a hiss and it breaks my own heart that there was nothing I could do to say that could help my grandmother. That there was nothing I could do to save her cat.
I don't even know what to do right now. I've cried so much today that I've cried myself dry. I think I just really want to scream and be angry because why can't animals just live forever. It really isn't fair.
I suppose I just need to be angry somewhere and I guess Wattpad is just where I am letting it out right now. I don't even know anymore.
Cynder, our spicy little girl, I am so sorry but I know that you are not hurting anymore. Be one with the others we lost. Duke, Duchess, Xander, Zoey, and my own special Bo, please take care of Cynder at the rainbow bridge.
Autumn
@xoautumnbratxo Of course. And I know it's hard to see it now, but it wasn't your fault. And do whatever you think will help. ❤️
@MDjarin17 thank you. I’m still trying to convince myself that it’s not my fault and we did everything we could for her. I know it’s not… maybe I just need to sleep on this.
@xoautumnbratxo Yeah, I think anger is probably easier to deal with, 'cause you it's not necessarily directed at you, but at the situation, and you just happen to be the one in the situation. And I'm sorry you feel the way you do. I understand the guilt, especially considering the strong relationship I'm assuming you have with her, but just know that it isn't your fault, and I'm sure she's grateful that you were there to comfort her and her cat. And of course, that's what friends are for. Again, I understand. Letting it out is usually the best medicine.
PLEASE READ!! IMPORTANT!!
This is probably going to be one of the more worse announcements I have to make (the English sounds rough but we are all current mad) so someone has reported @mandojedi’s account and now it gone, like gone gone. We have been chatting and she wants her followers to know that she will not be coming back (fanfic wise) unless Wattpad fixes this wrong. She does have an alternate account that if you need to reach out to her it’s @ccxyhuang
To anyone one else who knew about this ongoing issue or understand. I please please please ask to forward/ share this message so that way in hopes of all her followers can find out what happened to her account.
This… I feel is terrible
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@-fyxx- Definitely, it was so unfair on how the whole thing went down. I feel so bad for her.
@ahsokawolf11 yea. Unfortunately her account and story’s have been deleted. Spreading the message definitely helps
Good evening! (Please read!!)
So I have decided to take some of my own advice that I give to people and start working on other smaller projects other than my main one at the moment, and because of that I had gotten some serious editing done for TBB: Aftermath AND have gotten another three chapters written for The Dad Batch (And also some other chapters written for some future projects ;). Now that I have gotten the writing juices flowing again I am happily ready to start working on A Padawan's Journey again.
With that being said. I do hope to post another chapter of The Dad Batch next Thursday and can work on regular updates again, but I am not promising anything on that front. This is more of an educated wish. I do hope everyone takes the time to read TDB because I am trying to go for sweet new found family style and it's kinda worked its way into my favorites. <3
Another note... After having a lovely chat with another writer and them telling me about some frustrations they were going with Wattpad and other internal issues I have decided to update my bio and added a disclaimer to it. I probably should have done this from the beginning but it's here now and this is my disclaimer for my books (especially my fanfiction) going forward. Like the disclaimer says, I am a very easy going person and you can come and talk to me if you feel there is a similarity story issue. I just love writing and this is just my creative outlet until I hopefully get to publish a book of my own one day.
That is all and I hope everyone has a lovely night
xoautumnbratxo
https://www.wattpad.com/story/363710614-the-dad-batch
@mand0jedi Definitely take all the time you need!! It sucks that is has to be this way but I totally understand! And like @MDjarin17 I didn't think you were too heated. We definitely need to support one another and I'll be here for you <3
Here’s to 2025! Let’s hope that it’s a great year for everyone. I’m hoping for better year as well and I wish everyone a successful writing year :)
Cheers to the New Year!
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<3 <3
Someone pleaaseeeeee help me find my motivation to write because I want to write and my brain won't shut the hell up but I'm sitting here just staring at the computer screen just dissociating what I should be writing XD it's a terrible conundrum. Someone help!!
@xoautumnbratxo I understand, it happens to me all the time. I have a lot of ideas on my mind or already written on notes but I can't write the chapter I want. Like I say, anything you need; pm :)
@-fyxx- @NaerysSnow thank you! You both are very kind. I just struggle sometimes with the motivation. I usually have my ideas that I want to write but actually sitting down and writing is usually what I struggle with the most <3
Can you update the Dad Batch
I’m trying to work on updating that story along with my other ones. But that one will probably be on a small hiatus until the new year
Merry Christmas!! I hope everyone had a lovely day even if you don’t celebrate the holiday. I did in fact get a Neopixel lightsaber and I am so freaking excited!! My goal for it is to learn how to do the Ani/Obi spin then march right up the to the Jedi Temple with the imperial march playing in the background XD but in all serious it’s so pretty and I literally can’t wait to teach myself how to use it. I hope everyone has a great night!
xoautumnbratxo
@mand0jedi yessss! Now I’m saving to get the duplicate so I can have Ahsoka’s double lightsaber combo XD
Merry (early/ on time/ late) Christmas eve! I hope everyone has a wonderful night and filled with lots of joy!! I think I already know one of my gifts (thanks to my brother) and I very well might be getting a Neosaber lightsaber! I am so excited and have been wanting one forever and I am super excited to find out which one I will be getting! I hope everyone gets what they want for Christmas :)
Happy holidays!
xoautumnbratxo
@mand0jedi Merry Christmas! And that is so exciting! It makes me even more excited to get mine but I still have to actual like I don’t know about them XD
So what was only supposed to be a tattoo consult turned into me actually getting my Ahsoka/ Rex tattoo today!! The tattoo artist had a cancellation and he asked if I wanted to get it done today. Of course I said yes and I'm already soooooo in love with it!
Already itching for another tattoo,
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