xohyacinth

hey it’s been a while since i’ve come on here but unfortunately this isn’t really me coming back at all, instead me clarifying that i’m going to come on here (at least vocally) very rarely from now on for a few reasons:
          	1. got back my mocks and they aren’t terrible but i really would like to focus on school since exams are 2 months away!
          	2. life in general is a weird mix of awful and okay right now so im just trying to find that balance :)
          	3. honestly, im starting to find a much greater appeal to ao3 and how simplistic it is
          	
          	another note ! i did unpublish my applyfic cause of some conflicts w the plot which have been sorted out (ages ago now really, but i haven’t found it in me to come on here until now), and also because i dont think i have the talent/motivation/etc to write ANYTHING right now..!
          	
          	i do hope one day to find the confidence to write something i really do love, but for now you can expect to see me on here quite scarcely :)
          	
          	i don’t really have moots so i know this is kinda useless but i just wanted to make a clear post about how im feeling recently
          	
          	that’s all for now, xo bels

S0NGB4IRDS

love you angel please take care of yourself <333333 MWAH
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xohyacinth

hey it’s been a while since i’ve come on here but unfortunately this isn’t really me coming back at all, instead me clarifying that i’m going to come on here (at least vocally) very rarely from now on for a few reasons:
          1. got back my mocks and they aren’t terrible but i really would like to focus on school since exams are 2 months away!
          2. life in general is a weird mix of awful and okay right now so im just trying to find that balance :)
          3. honestly, im starting to find a much greater appeal to ao3 and how simplistic it is
          
          another note ! i did unpublish my applyfic cause of some conflicts w the plot which have been sorted out (ages ago now really, but i haven’t found it in me to come on here until now), and also because i dont think i have the talent/motivation/etc to write ANYTHING right now..!
          
          i do hope one day to find the confidence to write something i really do love, but for now you can expect to see me on here quite scarcely :)
          
          i don’t really have moots so i know this is kinda useless but i just wanted to make a clear post about how im feeling recently
          
          that’s all for now, xo bels

S0NGB4IRDS

love you angel please take care of yourself <333333 MWAH
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xohyacinth

the painstaking part of writing out the rules and forms for my af </3 but once i do that its literally ready to post so i lowk just gotta get my act together and do it so i can publish smth on this acc after like 6 years whoops

xohyacinth

i generally think paul mescal is okay but please can he get over daisy edgar jones (saying the full name as he would in this moment), or at least stop getting into relationships so that these poor women don't have to watch him stare at/talk about her all the time