i feel hurt..but,
the reason why i wasn't on was because i started cutting again..and my grandpa is in the hospital. hes like my best friend. he got a surgery and then had to go back cause he couldnt breathe. my "best friend" (lets call her ally) doesnt want to be friends with me. the thing is she does/takes everything i do. lets list things:
crushes
friends
topics to talk about
drawing
sweatshirts
the stuffed animal my sister gave me for my birthday
favorite color
and (after) school activities
she would also do the things i wouldn't to just to prove shes better than me. she would try to finish her homework before me. she would try to do things better than me.
welp, baiiiiiiiiiiiii