xominsungxo

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omgomgmg hi guys!!! this is me, formely chandSiDeEyE, now xominsungxo. soooo uhhhh life update? idk but uh sooo since about july/august i've lost and gained many people.. it's okay ig. sooo in august and the months up until december i lost my bsf who some of you guys know, it took an incredibly long time and many, many hysterical cry sessions and suicide attempts.. but!! officially since the day she blocked me completely on dec 1st, i've officially gotten over her!! i'm very thoroughly proud of myself, and when i miss her i kind of treat it as if staying clean? if i miss her it means i relapsed. but i'm over her!!! i've had 2 girlfriends, one for about 3 months but she became controlling and manipulative so that's nice, and the second one who is my current girlfriend, she's sosososo perfect and i genuinely love her so much :< her name is madi and she's like genuinely my everything. i have an amazing fg with my really really close friend sophie in it who i absolutely love!! and of course my lovely bsf fajr who is the sweetest. my mental health has sucked, does suck and will suck but it's okay!! i've got about 40 skz albums and about 550 jisung + minho pcs?? i still ship them loads btw was reading a fic earlier. OH AND I ALSO HAVE THIS FRIEND anika she's the sweetest of the sweetest. i also have gabi who's labulowkirkenuinely my baby. anyways life is soooo boring?? i hate it. i love you all, mwah!! also guys reply to me about how your life has been, idc if i hate you or you hate me like genuinely anyone.

xominsungxo

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omgomgmg hi guys!!! this is me, formely chandSiDeEyE, now xominsungxo. soooo uhhhh life update? idk but uh sooo since about july/august i've lost and gained many people.. it's okay ig. sooo in august and the months up until december i lost my bsf who some of you guys know, it took an incredibly long time and many, many hysterical cry sessions and suicide attempts.. but!! officially since the day she blocked me completely on dec 1st, i've officially gotten over her!! i'm very thoroughly proud of myself, and when i miss her i kind of treat it as if staying clean? if i miss her it means i relapsed. but i'm over her!!! i've had 2 girlfriends, one for about 3 months but she became controlling and manipulative so that's nice, and the second one who is my current girlfriend, she's sosososo perfect and i genuinely love her so much :< her name is madi and she's like genuinely my everything. i have an amazing fg with my really really close friend sophie in it who i absolutely love!! and of course my lovely bsf fajr who is the sweetest. my mental health has sucked, does suck and will suck but it's okay!! i've got about 40 skz albums and about 550 jisung + minho pcs?? i still ship them loads btw was reading a fic earlier. OH AND I ALSO HAVE THIS FRIEND anika she's the sweetest of the sweetest. i also have gabi who's labulowkirkenuinely my baby. anyways life is soooo boring?? i hate it. i love you all, mwah!! also guys reply to me about how your life has been, idc if i hate you or you hate me like genuinely anyone.

xominsungxo

haihai gng do you think i shoukd redo my username and pfp

Silvie1325

@chansSiDeEyE 
            If you want to, but do let me know personally. 
            
            I'm very bad with remembering changed usernames ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
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choisoobindaddy2

hi hi hi. if you remember the acc choisoobindaddy (i shouldn't have named the acc that name im giggling), that's me, from another acc. the acc im messaging from was recently made, cause I can't get back the other account that I used to use:/ anyway how were u

choisoobindaddy2

sounds like you're not THAT fine, so i hope whatever you're going through, just makes you stronger and stronger for the upcoming battles in your life. idk what you're probably going through, but i hope you find a way to ease your pain somehow, even if it's a little bit. if you feel empty, uneasy, uncomfortable for any reason, im here. you can dump anything on me I'll happily listen
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xominsungxo

@smiskeebit that's why i got ghosted anyways hello i've been... okay...
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xominsungxo

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i miss you. i miss you so fucking much. i miss you to the extent i don't know what to do with myself. where did it go wrong? you were asking me to come over. you were saying you loved me. what happened? where did the string break? come back to me. please. i miss you.

Hwang_baby143

@chansSiDeEyE  girlyy u alr? wanna talk abt it? I'm here if u need me
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Silvie1325

@chansSiDeEyE   Bro about whom are you talking about? 
            Everything ok? Wanna talk?
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xominsungxo

i have so many ideas i want to write but they aren't writing properly 

Silvie1325

@chansSiDeEyE   Same here ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
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hwanged_

@chansSiDeEyE thats their problem
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hanjisungscutecheeks

@chansSiDeEyE  omg real i wrote a minsung oneshot and its only half
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hanjisungscutecheeks

if your comfortable with this question which country are you from :3

Silvie1325

@chansSiDeEyE   I thought you were Indian lol. 
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xominsungxo

do y'all ever wonder how the first 2 men had sex together? like 'hey dude, you have a hole. lemme try put it in or sum' like imagine that

_maymayy_

@chansSiDeEyE BAHAHA WAIT It was so random I just woke up  
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stars4hyunlix

i literally think about this all the time 
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Choisoobindaddy

hey be bored so you write a random ff on uhhh.. those two male leads from true beauty.

jisminch

@chansSiDeEyE SOO HO AND HAN SEO JUN. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEPLEASE
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Mitustouch

@Choisoobindaddy tbh it is straight but yk they could be good together after the hopital
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xominsungxo

@Choisoobindaddy so... who are they... ill do some research because i haven't watched it... is it.. striafht.. or gay...
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