xominsungxo
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omgomgmg hi guys!!! this is me, formely chandSiDeEyE, now xominsungxo. soooo uhhhh life update? idk but uh sooo since about july/august i've lost and gained many people.. it's okay ig. sooo in august and the months up until december i lost my bsf who some of you guys know, it took an incredibly long time and many, many hysterical cry sessions and suicide attempts.. but!! officially since the day she blocked me completely on dec 1st, i've officially gotten over her!! i'm very thoroughly proud of myself, and when i miss her i kind of treat it as if staying clean? if i miss her it means i relapsed. but i'm over her!!! i've had 2 girlfriends, one for about 3 months but she became controlling and manipulative so that's nice, and the second one who is my current girlfriend, she's sosososo perfect and i genuinely love her so much :< her name is madi and she's like genuinely my everything. i have an amazing fg with my really really close friend sophie in it who i absolutely love!! and of course my lovely bsf fajr who is the sweetest. my mental health has sucked, does suck and will suck but it's okay!! i've got about 40 skz albums and about 550 jisung + minho pcs?? i still ship them loads btw was reading a fic earlier. OH AND I ALSO HAVE THIS FRIEND anika she's the sweetest of the sweetest. i also have gabi who's labulowkirkenuinely my baby. anyways life is soooo boring?? i hate it. i love you all, mwah!! also guys reply to me about how your life has been, idc if i hate you or you hate me like genuinely anyone.