@xox0baby no, i’m not depressed. i should probably not self-diagnose. i dont know why school feels so huge and insurmountable now. i dont know why i’m so stressed.
whatever. it feels good ranting, even if its to a google document. maybe i’ll finally have the courage to look at my work again.
so I guess I'm just going to just face it ig? ignore all the bad thoughts ig. anyway good night. lmk how tmrw goes. I feel a little better after all that ranting, sorta, cz I just wrote everything down in a Google doc and pasted it and now I don't feel taht bad anymore but I've no doubt I won't get better and I'll probably spend gbe rest of my life in between depressed and content, not depressed enough for someone to care enough about it, but not happy enough to be satisfied with life. sums up my life ig. anywayyyys thanks for reading everything
