xoxo_AshleighBee
Hello ! - I will be updating soon, I promise !! Life has been super busy as of late !! Thank you all for the patience !! X
xoxo_AshleighBee
DorkyPandora
LOVE YOUR WORK
xoxo_AshleighBee
@DorkyPandora hello ! - I'm sorry, I didn't see this earlier !! Thank you so, so much !!
xoxo_AshleighBee
Hello ! - next chapter of Promise Me Ruin is in generous progress !! Xx
xoxo_AshleighBee
Hello ! - the next Promise Me Ruin chapter is in progress as I am back writing !! thank you all for the patience once more !!
Nia-was-not-here
@xoxo_AshleighBee ohh im so excited foe the chapter!! but please write only when you have the motivation to and never force yourself <33 Your not obligated to give us anything boo :))
xoxo_AshleighBee
Hello ! - I apologise for the delay of writing, life has been very busy ! I will be back on top of it asap ! Thank you so much for understanding !! Xx
xoxo_AshleighBee
Hello !! - More avatar/Promise Me Ruin lore art stuff has been posted on my Instagram ! - @ xoxo _ashleighbee !! xx
Nia-was-not-here
@xoxo_AshleighBee Gurll I just saw itt and omg I'm shook!! Fay'zans mother is beautifull!:))
Nia-was-not-here
@xoxo_AshleighBee Hey Ashleigh how have you been lately? I remember you mentioned having a chest infection, so I really hope you’re starting to feel better and taking care of yourself. And with everything going on, I just hope things have been a bit kinder to you and going the ways you want it. This isn’t about updates btw! - I just wanted to say I’m thinking of you and sending lots of love and good energy your way ✨
Nia-was-not-here
@xoxo_AshleighBee Ahh I’m really glad to hear you’re doing better! And yess I’m so excited for more Paynga’ art, your designs and details are always so beautiful, I can’t wait to see what you create next ✨ take good care of yourslef boo!
xoxo_AshleighBee
@Nia-was-not-here Hello ! - thank you so much !! Im doing better now, just dealing with personal matters along life of course just as anyone else ! Im back creating more art, so expect more Paygna'-based art !! Thank you !! X
xoxo_AshleighBee
Hello ! - thank you all for the support I have been receiving ! I have been back writing Promise Me Ruin, and have around half a chapter written so far !! Thank you all so much again ! Xxx
Nia-was-not-here
@xoxo_AshleighBee Hi Ashleigh! Ahh this made me so happy to read I’m really glad you’re back writing a bit, that’s amazing progress! damn half a chapter already is so exciting, but please still take everything at your own pace, no pressure at all. We’re just happy to hear from you. How have you been feeling lately? just hoping you’re taking care of yourself ✨
splyric
Whenever you said to nag you about the story I could have never imagined that you were going through something like this. Like I said on instagram, your mental health is way more important than pushing out chapters. I understand that writing is one of your largest outlets but at the same time, you are going through too much for one person. If you still truly want to write even in this state, I could recommend a diary(not to say that we don’t care about your thoughts) but it might help you feel better instead of trying to work up ideas for promise me ruin or any other story that you might be working on. Taking breaks is fine even if it’s for extended periods of time. Considering how well of a writer you are, I’m sure that you understand that your mental health can make a huge impact on how well your stories are written which is why I beg of you to make sure you’re mentally, in the correct spot because I know that you would hate it if your chapters came out in an undesired way. We of course as the readers would eat whatever you write, right up but that doesn’t mean you have to continue making chapters if you’re struggling.
splyric
Taking a hiatus or just a short break is completely fine and I hope that you know none of us would be upset with you if you did. Every action has its equal opposite reaction and he needs to face the consequences of his actions. So with that said, you definitely need time to yourself to work out the process of pressing charges and I know that things like that can be difficult especially if it feels like you don’t have much evidence (speaking from experience) so that’s even MORE of a reason to take how ever long you need to heal. And on top of that you have a chest infection? Yeah, you’re going through quite a lot. So just make sure you aren’t trying to push yourself too hard because I know how difficult these situations are to deal with because I’ve dealt with things very similar to this multiple times myself. I really hope everything works out for you, not just because you’re a writer that I care about, but because you’re a PERSON TOO. (Insert heart emojis because wattpad won’t let me)
xoxo_AshleighBee
Hello ! - I wish to provide updated context for my life, as this lengthy of a break is unwanted, even for me. But recently, I have been thrown with life’s most difficult situations.
With facing poor mental health for countless reasons - one being the largest - I am soon to most likely press legal charges against a student in my TAFE class due to stalking and s 3 xual harassment. I won’t disclose too much, but I have had my mental health debilitated by a male in my class who has intimidated, coerced, degraded, and harassed me in countless forms across the past two weeks.
Due to this, my motivation for creating has depleted horribly, and I cannot help but feel angry. Frustrated that another individual has felt the right to act in this way towards me, affecting my life and my mental structure.
I have also come down with a chest infection on top of this, from the stress and depression, plus pressures on every angle, I am tired, and I am in a very destructive mindset at the moment.
But I speak honestly for the benefit of myself and the context for others, as I find writing and art to be my largest outlets. I promise I will continue writing ASAP, but all I ask is the mental support from others, which I very rarely ever ask for. I attempt to reach out when I can, because I try to assure myself that I am deserving of support, enrichment, and kindness, as much as anybody !
Thank you all so much, and I love you all xx
Nia-was-not-here
I know we’re technically strangers, but stories have a way of making readers feel connected to the person behind them. Through your writing, I’ve come to really admire the way you think and feel, which is why I care about you as a person too.
If you ever feel like talking to someone outside your real life, my Instagram is @bfr_nia . There’s absolutely no pressure at all, I just wanted to leave the option there. Love you
Nia-was-not-here
@xoxo_AshleighBee First of all, thank you for checking in with us. That alone takes strength, and I hope you know no one here is waiting with impatience, we’re waiting with care. Your wellbeing and mental health matter infinitely more than any chapter, any update, any storyline. Promise Me Ruin is incredible (your writing truly hits different), but you Ashleigh matter so much more. I also want to say how genuinely proud I am of you. What you shared takes an incredible amount of courage, not just to recognize when something is wrong, but to speak about it and even begin thinking about taking action. That kind of honesty and self-awareness isn’t easy at all. Choosing to protect your peace and take care of yourself isn’t weakness, it’s wisdom. And the fact that you’re showing up for yourself despite everything is honestly inspiring. It shows how strong you are, even if you may not feel that way right now. Choosing yourself and your wellbeing is one of the bravest things a person can do. The way you show up for yourself even when it's hard is honestly inspiring. You've built something truly special, and that won't disappear just because you need time. We believe in you, we trust you, and we're rooting for you quietly from the sidelines. No pressure, no guilt, just a whole lot of readers who are with you. Take all the time you need and do what you need to do. We'll be right here.
mariawhynot3
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XY chromosomes are disgusting
Don't let him depress you that's what i want to say but he went too far
It's good you're taking serious action against him this piece of shit doesn't deserve to be ignored he deserved to be held accountable for the stuff he did
I hope things take a better turn for you