Hi guys, I have been goig through rough times in my life recently, I feel like noone likes me....Like I don't belong. I have (starting today at like 5:54 p.m) Been going through Suicidle Thoughts and I really just want to say I hate you to my family, but I know they will literally Kick me out of the house and make me live on the streets. I have such a horrible, miserable, sucky life and I just want to go to my REAL home up in Heaven. Life would be SO much better up there cause people don't call you names or....or talk crap about you, They don't hate on you either! Lately at school it seems I have been lonely because my best friend is off track and I lost all my friends so at lunch I've been sitting alone, class activities....Alone, Home......Alone, I have hade serious thoughts running through my head about commiting suicide and It's really coming to me guys!! I'm so super sorry for having to make you read this long thing about how horrible my life is, Since I know you probably don't care anyway. So I'm really thinking if I should or shouldn't...All my friends have seem to be....Avoiding me.....I don't know why....They just ARE...So see you guys when you can finally call me your sister...And I will hopefully catch you guys in Heaven
....So bye-bye...
R.I.P. xoxomangle(Mckayla) (It doesn't matter I'll already be dead)
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