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ang hirap, hindi ko na maintindihan sarili ko. kaya pa kaya

I only wanted to see you but yeah, my fault

Sobrang sakit! 

I'm hurting too

Hi pogi❤️ I miss you. See u next month❤️ 

Mahal na mahal kita♥️

If things will fall apart
          No ones to blame
          If things get worst
          No ones to blame
          You did everything, with your all
          But I keep with my lies
          You gave your tons of chances
          But here I am, making mistake by mistake
          So if things for us wont work anymore
          No ones to blame
          
          Just me and myself
          
          

It doesn't matter how it ends
          The sky could fall, the Earth could split
          As long as you're the one I'm with
          Blessed for it to end like this
          Doesn't matter where we are
          3AM inside your car
          As long as you're the one I'm with
          If I had just one minute left to live
          
          -Paul

I found a place
          
          I saw a place no one visit
          It's quiet and bit dark
          Cold and windy
          You can only hear chirping sounds
          I like it here
          I like how it gives me peace
          How the stars shines bright
          How I can admire them, alone
          I like it here
          No one's around and bothering me
          No one can see my pain
          No one will wonder what's in my head
          I like it here
          I can tell my sadness, frustration and agony
          I can write in sands those unending suffering
          I can drown myself in the deepest
          I like it here
          
          No one will know, I am here
          No one will know, I'd been here.
          
          -jfoa
          
          
          

I felt, I was left out again.
          
          I'm really trying to understand what had happened, why all of them left, why this, that didn't work out for us. It was not easy, I felt locked alone. For the past few years, I did ignored all the feelings that had eaten me up, I tried meeting random people but not giving enough attention to whats behind them, I also had fair share of not deep stories back then, I was tight-lipped and careful to what to spill, they are clueless to what's inside, I guess, I am an actress for showing how vivacious I am infront. It's a relieved not until past hunted me, how those people slowly walked away, how their words killed me, visit me even in midst of sleep. I badly want to move forward but I'm scared, everything's uncertain, I am afraid to be really left.