Blah blah blah

you can pretend you don't miss me, you can pretend you don't care. All you wanna do is kiss me.

I hate school. everyone here sucks ass. I have to talk to my principal now. its annoying as fuck. I don't want to be here at all . I want to runaway really bad........................ Fuck my life, my school, and evryone in it

"I put makeup... I realized I hate makeup" 
          "but I am wearing it anyways" 
          girl you only wore it because the girl you like came over and you wanted to impress her.

I here people say especially her say love is a beautiful thing and you should express your feelings and I did express my feelings but I don’t think she really cares. Like it took me over a year to tell you and it took me so long to tell you in the right way. The messages were almost like a story you read them but I don’t think you cared. Loves a beautiful thing sometimes. But with you and me it’s not because you are actual in love with another person who you talk so highly of like I talk highly of you and when I hear about that person I feel like my hearts in a million pieces. Ugh fuck feelings.

She really did fall in love with someone else.... and really I feel like I’m just trash and I feel like in a way she knows I am in love with her but she doesn’t care enough about me. 

I fell in love with you and I hate myself for it why did I fall for you not knowing it would end with me getting hurt and my heart hurting so much in the end. 

I thought I knew you more then that 

Wow I thought you were upset this one guy only wanted you for Nudes and then not even a week later you are in another relationship  good job 

She smiles but is it real? sometimes yes but not always 
          She laughs but is she actually happy? maybe just a little cause her friends help her 
          She says she is just fine but is she really fine? no she isn't deep inside she is broken glass
          She says its nothing that is bothering but is it nothing? no it is obviously something 
          She says she doesn't want to talk to anyone because she is upset and is really down but does she really want to keep it to her self? no all she wants to do is talk to you and throw all her problems on you but she doesn't want to do that even though you are there for her
          Finally is she depressed? yes she is and all she is looking for some love but then she goes and gets in drama with a boy who she thought loved her for her and not her body and he is one that tears her apart. But it isn't only him it is other things that are deep and dark we don't know about cause she won't tell cause she is afraid of what people will say to her

What gives you the right to treat such an amazing gorgeous girl like that? oh wait you are a guy just looking to slut shame ever girl or have sex with her for "fun" or get her nudes for "fun" well buddy you messed with the wrong girl more like her friend I hope you fall into a deep never ending hole or get lost in a cave and never can find your way out because she really liked you but you just liked her for her body and some nudes I hope you are proud of yourself my friend but remember Karma is a bitch and its gonna come to bite you in the ass in the future and you will regret everything you did to a girl