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you ever just cringe at your old stories and edit them so you won't cringe *as* hard next time you read them?

that feeling when your joke fic is the one that gets the most attention
          
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          jk, it’s okay, i’ve been inactive anyways and a lot of my older work is super cringe. might post some original oneshots at some point because i write them for fun and they get buried and lost across accounts and text editors, but meh we shall see. i’ve been uninspired lately and not thinking much about fandoms or characters. i don’t think i’ve “outgrown” any of it per se, it will always hold a special place in my heart, but i’ve been stressed and low on mental energy as usual recently. the semester is almost over and grades are a thing... so welp. the good thing about wattpad i suppose is that it’s low pressure and few restrictions on what kind of writing one can do. if you’ve made it this far in my rant, i commend you.
          
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          have a beautiful day! 
          
          ミ☆

hey, sorry for my inactivity
          
          don't know what i'm going to be writing next or if i'll end up on some kind of hiatus tbh.
          i've been traveling lately, which is one of the reasons i've been away.
          but additionally, no matter how much i sleep and how little i do i'm tired all the time. and for no reason i just don't have the motivation to do anything.
          if i get a spark of creativity, i might write something, but i seriously don't know.
          not sure how i'll keep up with writing fics once school starts; i'll probably just compromise sleep... but i'm worried i'm too lazy and it'll be too difficult to add anything extra on top of school.
          any story requests are much appreciated, but i'm deeply sorry if i don't end up writing it. not because i think your ideas are bad, but because i just genuinely don't know how to write anymore without it being the same copy-paste form of literally any other fanfic on this site. it seems like the only thing i can create these days are little lines of text in chat bubbles.
          
          i didn't intend for this update to be a vent, but that's kinda what came out... i'm sorry.

any suggestions for a ship you'd like to see for my august oneshot? i'll be away most of july, but i'd like to start writing possibly on my hiatus.

yo if anyone has recommendations for good fluff fics to read [hopefully v gay but if not that's fine too], please direct me to them [self-promotion completely allowed]
          
          i'm tired of my family being homophobic af  *during pride month* and i will read any non-lewd good fluff fic i can get my heckin hands on*

if any of y'all are ever bored pls hmu in wattpad messages... i''ll be away for some time in almost two weeks, but other than that i have some time and i'm a bored fuck

happy birthday to our lil sunshine, hinata shouyo of haikyuu! 
          

oh shit... my june 14 fic is completely done, i just forgot to post it...
          guess i'll just awkwardly post it now

happiest of birthdays to haikyuu's angel sugawara koushi and jinsoul of loona! much love <3 my babiessss

sorry I didn't get out my 14th of every month oneshot... this one's gonna be a little longer than the others, and i wanna make sure that i'm happy and proud of my work [at least as much as a writer with zero self-confidence can be lol] and that's gonna take more time than i thought. i might postpone till next month and do something else somewhere along the way, but right now my life is insanely busy and pretty stressful so... can't get much done