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So...I just unpublished all of my fanfics. They were pretty embarrassing. I'm 16 now and I wrote them three years ago. It's crazy how much you can mature in just three years. Who knows? Maybe some time will pass, I'll reread them for the memories and I might feel like making them more...I don't know. I doubt that will happen, honestly.

xsamanatorx

So...I just unpublished all of my fanfics. They were pretty embarrassing. I'm 16 now and I wrote them three years ago. It's crazy how much you can mature in just three years. Who knows? Maybe some time will pass, I'll reread them for the memories and I might feel like making them more...I don't know. I doubt that will happen, honestly.

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Are any of you at all still interested in any of my fics? I'm feeling like I'm not...I'm not in the right mindset to continue writing. I'm pleased with how it has come along. I know I only have about 5K reads on A Fall to Love, but to me, that's sooo much. 
          
          I don't know. I'm sad to say that lately I've drifted from the world of YouTube. That includes Toby. 
          
          Ahhh, Toby. You've changed, hun. You've got something on your mind that is restricting you from being...Well, you. You've lost most of your...natural feels. I don't get the same unconditional happiness from the videos you DO upload lately. Sooo...Farewell? I'll still be subscribed because you are still funny, are still yourself, and you sincerely deserve it, I just don't feel like I'm fit to be part of the Audience anymore. 
          
          *Sheds tear*
          
          But, in all honestly. I've drifting from everything that mattered to me in the past year. YouTube, writing, hell. Even Netflix. I don't know how I entertain myself anymore! XD 
          
          I'm laying in my bed, on my phone, and listening to a playlist of screamo, 80s, and One Direction music.
          
          That's another thing. I lost a bet, had to Google 1D for 2 hours straight, saw how genuinely funny they were, started shipping Larry and Ziam, and now I'm a Directioner. A year ago I would have slapped the living shit out of my future self. I've changed!
          
          I still can't stand the color pink though. That will never ever change. EVER. *shudders* 
          
          So...Is this me saying that I'm done writing? I hate to see this part of my life go...I really do. I want to bring Max and Toby's wedding to life. I want to see if Adeline and Toby ever get their situation fixed!
          
          Maybe you guys should bring their story's to an end how you want to. Maybe in a couple months I'll end up letting the guilt eat at my skin and I'll finish up the stories. I love you guys.
          
          But...Bye for now,
          Samantha.

xsamanatorx

Okay, so most of you know that I just got done editing all of A Fall to Love. I am now going to continue writing new chapters, but much slower than my original speed. I want to take my time and make sure of the directions I am going to take with the plot.
          
          So, in order to keep productive, I am looking to be someone(s) editor. I want to keep productive. So, I want to ask you guys to help me find someone or people that are currently accepting editors. 
          
          I would be so greatful! That being said, I just want to thank the very
          few of you who leave comments on my writings simply telling me what they think of it. Like, I it makes my whole day to see that people are taking the time to leave good advice—Whether it be bad or good advice. I want to know how I can improve my writing
          for you guys! So, from the bottom of
          my heart, thankyou.
          
          Bye for now,
          Samantha