To my loving husband,
As you know, I've said an oath. And I know you'll try to uphold it, but please try not to first. I don't want you dead just because I am. I'm sure you will have people who love you just as much as I do. I'm sorry, I'm really, really sorry for being the worst wife even if you tell me I'm the best. We both know I'm not. I love you, okay? I'd choose you over Shini and over every other man every single time if I could. But this time, I'm choosing death. Be happy for me, okay, my love? Because I am. Happy that at least the last few days we've been wonderful. I've been planning this for a while now and I just didn't want to say it. But now here I am going to do it and I hope you'll do well alone. It'll take time but I'm sure you can do it. You're strong, charming, stubborn, and the greatest joy of my life. You'll be wonderful as a father and husband to whoever you fall in love with one day, I'm sure of it. I love you so so so so so so so so much. For better or for worse, forever and always. Thank you for everything.