Hey guys, i just want to rant on here. Nobody will probably read this but i dont really mind.
I haven't been feeling very optimistic or joyful or anything most of the time recently. I put on a happy face around people. I laugh and joke around with my friends at school because I like making people happy. It hardly works but still...
I searched up on the internet the signs of depression in teens for a story I'm thinking about writing and I have quite a few of the symptoms. Now I just feel really scared and anxious. I don't want to go to the doctors to like check because of Covid 19 but its really scaring me. The only person I have told is one of my friends. She just wrote, 'oh' and left me on read after I wrote something else. I don't want anyone to start disliking me for it if I said anything but I also want to tell my parents about it.
Can anyone if you're reading this, give me some advice. I really need it right now...
Summer x