Heyyyy. Im writing a new story. I just needed it to get out of my head! Hahaa!
Heres a sneak peeek! Its more of a teassserrr really.
""""Deep breath. In and out. I stood, so close to the edge that my toes were hanging over. The wind blew slightly and my hair moved with it. I closed my eyes. The tears leaving wet trails running down my cheeks.
This is the result. My conclusion. As I took another deep breath, I lifted my right foot. It went out over the edge. Leaning forward slightly, I felt myself tip. One last deep breath was all I took. My entire body was now floating downwards. I kept my eyes closed.
I know that its wrong for me to do this, and that I would regret it later. Which doesnt make sense to me, I mean, really? How can somebody regret commiting suicide. If you succeed, then you obviously cannot regret doing it, right?. It wont change a thing. Regret. My mind swirled with all these things. Family. Friends. Even though that I knew my actions would hurt all the people around me, I felt sort of peaceful, like it was the right thing to do, in a way.
My body hit the water. Eyes still closed. I felt as if drowning was one of the hardest ways to go, but the most logical in my situation. People, usually shy away from using drowning as a way of suicide right? At least, thats what I think.
Im actually pretty terrified of drowning. My worst ways to die would have to be burning, drowning, and being crushed. Horrible, Horrible ways to go in my opinion at least. I just didnt want to use an obvious way, like overdose or cutting. I wanted to go out with a bang and that, is exactly what me, Danika More, is going to do."""""""
Tell me what you thinkk! :)
Kassandra!